el rincón de la memoria,
donde el tiempo se vuelve espeso,
el dolor se arrastra, se aferra,
como un eco de lo que no es beso
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me encantaría
recorrer el mundo con vos
para que ninguna flor
se quede con la duda
de que es tu sonrisa
la primavera más hermosa
que he conocido en mi vida
made me believe
the pain was gone
then i saw
i was
just one more
and i loved
as i was undone
and i hate myself
because i would given all of my poems up for you
i would have scraped
the words clean in my soul
i would have burnt my books
just to burn away
your fucking cold
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you told me once
that you loved me more
than music
i told you, in return
that i loved you more
than the stars in the sky
it's crazy, right, i'm crazy
but you were all
that was on my mind
i hated you
i adored you
i craved you
and i wrote down every word
não quero as tuas sobras de afeto
não quero uma agenda
sempre tão lotada
de mentiras ou desculpas
não quero a falta de compromisso
quero o tempo
de quando a quando, vago
quero poder contar
a verdade nua e crua
de alma lavada
mesmo que eu
tenha de ajudar a limpar a tua
apologies
you need to hear
but never will
i’m sorry i wasn’t there
when you needed me
i’m sorry for the pain
that i passed on to you
because i didn’t know
how to carry it kindly
i’m sorry for leaving
when i should have stayed
i’m sorry for trying to change you
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when i should have loved you
just this way
i’m sorry that i convinced you
that you didn’t matter at all
i’m sorry that i made you feel
so awfully small
i’m sorry that i didn’t say
what you deserve to hear
that i’m proud of you
that i love you
that you need to feel no fear
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o ardor do sal, em ferida aberta
o ardor do sal, dor que aperta
a alma, qual mar revolto, torturada
gotas salgadas de amargura
teia da tristeza, presa e dura
ferida profunda, dilacerada
ardor que se espalha, violento
a alma dormiu, ao relento
lo siento
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there’s a version of me that didn’t make it
she stayed sobbing under the table
she held the head in her hands
as she watched everything become empty
become her only label
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but she could not escape it
so she stayed
and accepted the worst
unable to make a decision
because maybe
she would break first
eventually she did
that version of me went too
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