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Every year you’d think Twitch would learn from their previous mistakes with TwitchCon but each year it somehow just gets worse and worse. Glad I didn’t buy tickets this year. 😬
Been lost with a sense of direction for awhile with content but definitely moving forward with primarily CS2 & horror. Been enjoying CS so much lately and been brainstorming so many ideas to work on. Finally feels like I know where to start again.
twitch.tv/7psycho_ premier grinding for a few trying to get tha momentum back come hang
wait no cuz i might be back hold awn...
twitch.tv/7psycho_ staying tru to my word for once come join up for 2-3 cs games
twitch.tv/7psycho_ staying tru to my word for once come join up for 2-3 cs games
Hi Everyone, I just wanted to follow up and share an update regarding my mental health and content. I'm beyond grateful to everyone who has reached out during this difficult time and it genuinely means a lot more than you guys know.
To open up a bit on here, lately in my life I've been struggling more than ever to find a healthy balance between many different areas of my life. Working 9-10 hours a day, 5 days a week, while trying to keep up with content, personal responsibilities and everything else going on has been pretty exhausting. There's also been a lot going on behind the scenes in my life that I'd rather keep private but I've been going through some major changes mentally and in my own personal life. And I'm just trying to take the right steps towards getting myself back on track.
With that being said, I've decided to take a partial hiatus from content over the next few weeks. Creating content has always been a passion and dream of mine, but I've begun to realize how much pressure I constantly put on myself to create, upload, promote and stay as consistent as possible. Even on days when I’m completely exhausted, I find myself feeling guilty for not being productive, and it’s honestly taken a toll on me.
I want to use the rest of this month to focus on making healthier changes, finding a better balance and figuring out my next steps both personally and as a creator. I have no plans at all to give up as a creator and if anything return bigger and better than ever. I'm planning on returning to streaming sometime in November but in the meantime I'll still be recording and uploading Youtube videos whenever I can. I've got plans for a lot of horror games, CS2 and Fortnite content as well as finally introducing side channel I've been working on called The Reaper's Archive, which has already been seeing some really encouraging success.
While there's still so much left unsaid, I know there is still so many things I want to accomplish in both my life and as a creator and the first step in doing that is taking better care of myself and to stop treating every moment of the rest like I'm falling behind. Will have more updates soon. Much love everyone ❤️
so done wrong and let down by so many people around me that all I can just feel is defeated, just want to give up on it all really, not sure where to go from here I just feel hopeless and want to be alone
i wish i never existed at all in the first place
So much content this upcoming week. Finally gonna be able to sit down tonight and catch up on so many things 👀
Counter strike stream tomorrow night. Had a GREAT weekend celebrating one of my best friends getting married. Now got nothing going on for awhile and prioritizing streaming. See you all tomorrow for the start of a new chapter 🫡
Wassup gang so I've wanted to write this for a while, but I feel like I’m finally ready to close this chapter and move forward with Reaper.
I’ll be stepping away from the Minecraft and SMP community for the most part. I’m incredibly proud of what we accomplished with Reaper this season and everything I’ve built over the years, but I’ve also been burnt out with the space for quite some time.
Outside of content, I’ve been navigating my own struggles with depression and anxiety, and I’ve realized that remaining heavily involved in a community that hasn’t always been healthy for me is no longer something I want to continue. There are experiences I don’t think I ever fully have been able to move past, and I’m at a point where I want to prioritize my well being and surround myself with more mature and stable spaces.
This doesn’t mean Minecraft is fully disappearing. I still love the game and plan on creating multiple YouTube series with friends and I’m simply separating myself from the broader community around it.
More than anything, I’m excited about what comes next. Counter Strike is where my journey in content really began, and I’m looking forward to returning to my roots with CS, Val and other FPS content. I’d also love to find my place within NA CS again as a creator and contribute positively to a scene that meant a lot to me when I first started. 😎🙏
LIVE tonight with some cs 2! Grinding to get my premier rank/clips and then maybe some other funny business. Unsure of what time! 🤔
Sorry I’ve been a little MIA gang 😭 getting sick right after vacation while trying to catch up at work has been beating my ass.
Never looked forward to a Friday this much in my life. Will be back to normal routine tomorrow hopefully
I’m locking back in with streaming I swear but ngl pushing the counter strike stream to tmmrw to watch the football game tonight, also slightly under the weather too with some congestion 😅
HOWEVER I am excited to announce that I’m doing a series both on stream and YouTube where I document the grind to 20,000+ premier! Going from washed to unwashed 👀





