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I draw. I'm 18. I'm silly and I am whimsical and I am a joyous little butterfly and you're all CALLOUS and EVIL

The Gooch Sploodge Lodge™
Joined October 2022
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Quick pitcher render I made to try and re-learn sfm
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Why does Tim Sweeny look like he's stolen another person's skin and using it like a mask
Epic Games CEO Tim Sweeney says Valve "has held gaming back for years." Sweeney was replying to Kiaran Ritchie, a former principal animation programmer at Epic, who criticized Steam's 30% cut and said "You could vibe code a Steam alternative in a week." Sweeney wrote that Valve locks developers' PC games into "Steamworks' social walled garden where players can't talk to other players on iOS, Android, Xbox, PlayStation, Switch, or even other PC stores." A community note was added saying many games use Steamworks only for authentication to allow crossplay and handle the rest themselves. Sweeney called the note "fake," saying Steam Datagram Relay "isn't related to the things I cited: social, and players talking to each other across platforms." Source: @pcgamer
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Thinking of my beloved wife
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I open my Marta folder like a wounded soldier opening his locket to look at his wife before he bleeds out. Marta outlast 2 I will always love you
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People make deep lore for their reagents and I find that so cool. You see, I'd do the same but my reagent's gonna end up as one of the bodies used as decoration by the heretics in outlast 2
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BatDR. It isn't the best thing ever and it has a fair amount of flaws, but in terms of mascot horror it's actually pretty solid
is there genuinely a single good mascot horror game
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I take back all the negative things I've ever said about the pitcher I love him and I'm never throwing a projectile at him ever again
pitcher kitty close up <33 SOOO CUTE!!
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I thought it was really cool. BUT, I do agree that it felt a bit lacking. Wish it would've been a bit bigger (ex-pop holding/conditioning was smaller than I'd like) and more difficult (the hard grunt patrolling r&d only removes 2 thirds of a bar of health 😭)
Genuinely me after finishing escape
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Like...I loved the enviornments and stuff but gameplay-wise you gotta find 4 keys (2 which the game spawns in the same place. 1 in a 100% safe zone), do 3 radios and craft a lever with essentially introductory difficulty enemies patrolling
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I think a lot of people's problems directly stem from the difficulty being low because it feels less like an earned escape and more like "walk around for a bit and do like 3 things", which could've been much more tense by adding more enemy encounters like that random biter
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When the 10/10 with a trust fund and a rich dad asks me out but I know she's just after my dead space 2 credits
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This slander video is kinda ass but I looked throgh this guy's account and he's funny as fuck ngl. Hell yeah dude, slander BatIM all you want
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I love how transparent the Bendy devs are with their fans "Yeah we're quiet. We're working on stuff and we can't show you anything right now. Also business stuff. Anyways you're getting some stuff next anniversary" my GOATS
sorry for the silence. i’ve just been busy. there’s lots of projects, future planning, and just overall lots of work to do. i get it, it feels like batdrought again. simple reason is that we are just busy working. i’ve kind of made it somewhat of a policy to just not talk about much when there’s not much to talk about. i can give you all updates every 3 weeks but it will just be “we’re working on this, this and this, and we’re busy” with nothing tangible to show. we’re done over hyping things long before they’re viable, announcing things long before they’re available, and trying to get a moment of engagement. so yeah it’s a bit boring and our efforts are all behind the scenes while trying to do our best to (sorry for the boring business part) sell our products with good discounts and deals as much as possible to keep the brand relevant. i know from a fandom it may feel quiet at times, but what i can say from the business side is, we have more and more users coming to bendy than ever before on a very consistent basis. the last thing we want is to put something out for buzz only to have people left disappointed because it wasn’t what they pictured, wasn’t enough, or took too long. cage especially is its own thing and not a mainline entry. even me posting this is going to increase engagement and i’ll see it in the numbers and sales, but it’s artificial, i have no update for you other than, we are working. i’m running on 12-16 hour days and running out of steam, but i wont stop regardless of any external noise. now i can’t please everyone, no matter how hard i try i know some people will take this post as is and move on with their day, some people will say its not enough, some people will see it as excuses. i get that, but personally saying something like this is better than the alternative. which is a longer period of silence. i’m also not blind to the fact me even saying that opens the door for criticism, and i welcome it either way, i may not engage but ill digest your messages. no hidden message, no random capital letters, just ~17 weeks left. i appreciate you all. back to the ol grind.
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For the record if you see my takes getting progressively worse it's because my mental health is doing 90 backflips rn and my state of mind is like a roller coaster
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You know you have someone pure and kindhearted in your life when even just thinking about them makes you feel better. I love my bro. Genuinely the best, most sweet and considerate person I've ever known
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A house in bumfuck middle of nowhere rural nebraska, a bottle of whiskey and a Remington 870
if u woke up with unlimited funds, what would be the first thing you’d buy yourself?
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Re4R photo mode I will always love you
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Bendy fans when you don't laugh at their 80th "Guys bendy the cage news haha just kidding!" Joke this week
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In all reality this game being in development for 2 years isn't only normal but I'd say impressive considering they fundamentally changed the gameplay halfway through. Not to mention it's a team of like 3 or 4 people working on it
its no wonder i got “patience” on yhat ut soul personality quiz cuz im highkey unphased by this. i think the main issue with bendy games is theyre announced too far from completion, so it makes these “long wait times” that are actually incredibly normal wait times
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As much as I hate when characters are reused and kept alive for way longer than they should, killing a character like leon kennedy by shooting him square in the face as he's kneeling and withering away from a disease is BEYOND unsatisfying and cheap
Enough time has passed and I’m ready to say it with chest… this should’ve been the canon ending. I love Leon so much but I feel like a 30 year old franchise needs to take risks by retiring legacy characters to make room for more. Especially when others are so underutilised
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"this guy just survived getting shot at for the past like 30 minutes of gameplay but now he gets shot and dies because the plot demands it" The canon ending is better 😭
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