I’m a delusional optimist and I will win
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Bigdrop retweeted
$ALLSTARS is live
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Holders vote on gta characters every day. The winning character gets launched as a coin, and everyone who voted for it can win SOL
here’s how it works 🧵
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How voting works under the hood:
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The site checks your $ALLSTARS balance live at that moment. 2.5M or more = your vote counts.
One wallet, one vote per round
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I’m tired of feeling like this
The money is one thing.
The worse part is sitting here knowing I did it to myself again.
I keep saying I’m past this.
That the last time was the last time.
Then the same shit happens and I’m wide awake at night replaying it, angry at the screen and angrier at myself.
Part of me wants to just stop. Close everything, walk away, and pretend the whole thing was a phase.
That maybe I was never actually good at it and I was just lucky for a while.
That thought keeps coming back and I hate how real it feels right now.
But the other part of me knows that’s the emotion talking. I know what I did wrong. I got impatient. I forced it. I made it bigger than it needed to be because I wanted to feel something.
I don’t know if I still have it. I really don’t. All I know is I don’t want to quit while I’m this pissed off. So I’m cutting it back. Way back. Less of everything until I can trust myself again.
That’s all I’ve got right now.
Been thinking bout this so much lately
The passion for the game is slowly drifting away.
This can’t be all there is to life
I quit trading memecoins today, gave myself two years to try it out and it’d be up by December.
Been consistent for two years. I put way too much time for way too little results.
I’ve texted almost everyone i can think of for advice on getting better, I’ve spent hundreds of hours onchain, I’ve read so many articles, I still end up blowing it all, I’m at a point I don’t know how to get better, if I don’t quit now might end up ruining myself.
Idk what’s next but grateful for the amazing traders I met in this space.