a prayer comes from the heart 🧘‍♂️

Samantha 💕
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To the competitive side of league of legends, I want to announce that I'm a FA for now, and willing to look into any offers I get for the time being - I've dealt with a lot this year, had a bit to battle personally but I am still looking to play. I'm going to take 2027 as a last chance for reaching LCS/searching to compete for it. I'm fully focused on it, but I will take a break from league over the next month or so and deal with family matters + my own mental health. I'm going to give it my all, and it'll be my last shot for myself, Otherwise I will move on and look forward in life, and I know I'm not usually serious, pretty much mostly a jackass on twitter but this is an honest update from me - I'm not doing too well but would like to really lock in on league once I breathe a bit. This last year hasn't been great for me, nor what I expected for my life, but I want to give it one last shot - if that means trying to promote through NACL(again) or being given an LCS shot, I will take whatever I'm given. I'm trying to find myself currently and be more positive/strong in terms of everything and I want to focus fully on league once the competitive season kicks back in. If you have anything questions/concerns or offers - please hit me up on discord or DM me on twitter. I'll be free/respond when I can. Thank you to those who still manage to support me in any way, I will lock in as best as I can. I'll be taking a break from socials for now - I will try to stream once I sort my life out a little bit more, but for now I can't promise anything.
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People blowing this up for the wrong reasons Dardoch only ever signed a 1 month contract and when they didn’t make playoffs it ended. No drama / cutting here Was great to have Josh back in the LCS and hope we can see him again next year, maybe even with Dig 🤷‍♂️ time will tell
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Sorry wording was wrong on my end, I wasn’t released my contract ended with DIG*. My contract with them was only for the remainder of summer. o7
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Ggs to TLAW, that’s our split! Appreciate all the support and kind words, wished it ended up differently but what’s done is done. Gonna take a break and lock back in on soloq+streaming for offseason. Till nxt time chat 🫡
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Well then.. we can’t make playoffs any longer so our season will be over after our series vs TLAW. Obviously really disappointed with my gameplay/the results overall, it definitely sucks. Ty for all the support and shoutout to my teammates, everybody put in a lot of effort.
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ggs to SR(and Lyon last week) Ty for all the kind messages and support since I’ve returned it’s been amazing! These first two match results are definitely frustrating but, we will continue doing our best to put some wins on the board and hopefully make playoffs.🫡
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[ARTICLE] 10 years after his iconic “Just pick me anything, let’s lose in peace” line in Breaking Point, Dardoch 🇺🇸 is back in the spotlight. Now, the former LCS star is being welcomed back by the community with open arms. Story by @boxlb_hi ⬇️ sheepesports.com/us/all/arti…
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Joshua retweeted
. @Dardoch Lee sin vs. Armao? What year are we even in any more bro 😭 full interview 📺⬇️
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Had a chance to catch up with @Dardoch before his LCS re-debut 🎙️ Hear what he's taken away from Tier 2, who he's most excited to play against, and more 🙂‍↕️
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Welcome @Dardoch as our starting jungler for the LCS!
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An Update to our LCS Summer Roster
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1-2 vs OME GGs, our nxt match is on the 6th vs MU 🫡
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0-2 vs NRG Rough series, WP to NRG! Nxt match on 29th 🫡
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Hi chat today NACL Summer split has started and i will keep doing posting our comms this split with this video, I tried few new things I hope yall like it cheers.
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2-0 vs BLUE Happy to start off the season with a win! Nxt match on the 22nd vs NRG. o7
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We just barely missed taking the #NACL crown for Spring Split. Now it's Summer Split, and we're back with the majority of the old crew and a couple new faces for another shot, more determined than ever! T:@Fijizone J: @Dardoch M: @leza_lol B: @Spawwwwn1 S: @Only35support Sub: @retrozing Head Coach: @CAutoboost Team Manager: @Esports_DemoZ Sporting Director @Shelodin_SW Design Director @CCG_Kelda #Leagueoflegends
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Right now at the World Cup, Cristiano Ronaldo is starting for Portugal at 41. Messi just became the oldest player in World Cup history to score a hat trick. Modrić is still running a midfield at 40. Over in F1, Alonso is racing at 44 and Hamilton is still winning at 41. Meanwhile in League, you turn 24-26 and people already act like you're done. Here's the thing nobody wants to say: the "decline" argument doesn't even apply to us the way it does to real sports. Football and F1 are about sprint speed, reflexes, stamina, physical recovery, stuff that genuinely falls off with age, and these guys are STILL delivering past 40. League is decision-making, macro, reads, shotcalling. That's the part of the brain that gets better with experience, not worse. Yeah, raw reaction time dips a little with age. Yes it can impact some situations, But at league this is not the end of the world. League at the top it's a knowledge and positioning game and much more than just reactions. A veteran who's seen 10,000 of these situations beats a mechanical god who's seen 100. And it's not just mechanics we get wrong, it's mindset. The second a player hits a certain age, we(or player) decide he's given up, lost his hunger, doesn't love the game anymore. We treat motivation like it has an expiration date. The hunger doesn't die with age. So if it's not age, what actually pushes guys out at 24-26? One thing: the environment. The brutal intensity, the burnout, the unsustainable schedule, the lack of support. THAT'S what drains a player's effort and love for the game. When someone "stops caring," it's almost never their age, it's either themself or the system that burned them out and called it aging. And that's the part that should make us want to try more about it, because it's fixable. You can't slow down aging. You CAN fix a broken environment/system/schedule. We just choose not to, and then we blame the player and call them old. I think we should start asking why we built a scene that burns through its most experienced players and then throws them away. Sorry for the long post just some food for thought
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HUGE Congratulations to our #NACL Spring Split team for making it to the Grand Finals. Despite being overlooked at the start of the split, this team has showed all the haters what a real #LeagueOfLegends team can do when they put their minds to it. We're super proud of you all! And congratulations to @CNVEsports for taking the crown. Maybe we'll get you next time😜. T:@Fijizone J: @Dardoch M: @AoJuneLOL B: @CodySun S: @Only35support Head Coach: @CAutoboost Team Manager: @Esports_DemoZ Sporting Director @Shelodin_SW Design Director @CCG_Kelda
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