@DeepHydrangeas

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 𓍊𓋼𓍊 she/her 30 𓍊𓋼𓍊
Joined July 2020
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This user has been diagnosed with BPD, ADHD, depression, anxiety, & PTSD Ppl with BPD are not monsters Having BPD ≠ abuser Ppl with BPD deserve love This is a safe space for all Cluster B personality disorders This is a safe space for ppl who struggle with mental illness
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Bdsm (borderline depressed & suicidal mommy)
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Oops almost showed you just how screwed up I really am inside let me mask again so I appear functioning and normal and not a raging bpd depressive psycho
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Me with my underlying bpd:
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bpd at the disco retweeted
Lex@onlylex01Oct 19
attachment is not a joke. losing your favorite person can mentally destroy you.
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@hi_rheaOct 19
This is me 😭
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Crash outs being romanticized and normalized doesnt sit right with me bc wdym my bpd crash outs back in the day were frowned upon and I was called crazy and punished for them but now theres famous streamers who are known and glorified for their live crashouts?
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I know my bpd is getting bad again when I start developing favorite person feelings again. I dont obsess over ppl unless my mental health is deteriorating
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I convince myself everyone around me hates me and tolerates me and that I am a burden and I give myself this self fulfilling prophecy
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Got locked for someone reporting one of my posts from 2022. Nice
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Think my nervous system doesnt know what calm means so I subconsciously self sabatoge and put myself in situations where I can explain my overactive nervous system instead of just admitting im broken
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Why is it that my bpd tells me the only solution to my painful and extreme emotions is to kiss? Why cant it be get fit, go to the gym, eat healthy, read a book, paint, something logical and reasonable? Why are my emotions so painful to the point of feeling theres no way out?
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Kms is what I meant lol
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What makes me most ashamed of my depression is not the pushing ppl away, lack of pleasure/joy, or not washing my hair for a week. Its the anger. The every inconvenience might send me over the edge feeling. I feel embarrassed that I cant regulate those emotions
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Somehow being excessively horny is the only thing keeping me from killing myself. Like how can I take my last breath while being this stupidly horny
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ٰ@yesimsheilaOct 2
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Is it my intuition or is it my ptsd giving me exceptional pattern recognition
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Sometimes i think about how i didnt have plans to make it this far in life so i always feel like i am on borrowed time
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k@meowerserOct 2
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Me going quiet and isolating for more than an hour is a bad sign that ive lost complete interest, I normally bounce back bc of my bpd
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Feel like im contractually obligated to relapse bc of having bpd
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