the only reason i’m good at the only thing i do is because im sick, but when i take meds i lose myself and my drive, which makes me feel useless, august 1st was my date if i didnt feel i was making enough progress going pro, i dont rlly enjoy how glorified obsession is, (1/2)
turned 19 today, rlly didn’t think i would be here, it’s honestly a weird feeling, thank you to everyone who helped me when i needed i’m forever in y’all’s debts.