Truth is I genuinely think Iβm unattractive so I donβt know how well Iβd do in the dating scene.
My trans advice is never compare your body to someone of a different height. Find someone the same height.
Iβm 5β10 so Iβm never gonna be petite. Throughout my transition Iβve taken note of many 5β10 women and allowed them to inspire my body and style.
I deadass hate my side profile ngl so posting this is a big step. Always feel like it emphasises my maleness. π«
Apparently I have klinefelters. Looking more into it, but god everything fits for me. Explains everything.
Doctor Who has brought an old logo back on tv twice and they were both originally from Pertweeβs era.
My testosterone was so low that I was offered to be put on T. Obviously I didnβt.
Absolutely evil that the NHS would give me T in weeks, but makes me wait nearly a decade for E.
Just found this image on the left from 2018 the year I came out. So 2018 and 2026 side by side comparison.
Basically I promise it gets better. Proud of my glow up.
I have a disorder so I wanted to document the feminising my body had before HRT and since.
Before:
Wide hip bones, breasts, undeveloped Adamβs apple, fem fat distribution, facial hair practically non existent and incomplete puberty.
(Also small hands but I donβt count that)
As a straight trans woman menβs bodies are simultaneously the most beautiful thing ever constructed and the most disgusting.
As in Iβm attracted to them on other people, but Iβd rather die than have my body look that way.
I internalise in my head that Iβm not worthy of a boyfriend because Iβm trans and itβs so shit. I had a guy check me out today. Boosted my confidence a little, but it makes me so sad I donβt have the confidence to find a guy of my own due to dysphoria.
Honestly being open about my sexuality and able to talk about liking guys to people irl is so freeing.
Iβm a straight trans woman, but I spent years pre-transition confused about what I was attracted to and that kind of made me ashamed about my sexuality.
Iβve lost three stone in like four months. For the last four months Iβve eaten only one small meal (brown bread sandwich w veggie ham and boiled egg also pear and raisins) a day. I get huge anxiety and fear about eating anything more than my one healthy meal.
Good or bad?
People be real quick to tell me that reassignment surgery βisnβt a real vaginaβ or βitβs just a holeβ.
Even if that was the case. I donβt care. Iβm genuinely at the point where Iβd rather have a βwoundβ than the parts I was born with. I hate them. Iβm still getting the surgery.




