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Excuse the low-effort pose. Honestly, there hasn't been much motivation for anything lately.
Some things have been weighing on me for a long time. It's strange how much can change over a few months. People, friendships, places that once felt like home. Sometimes things happen that fundamentally change how you see them, and no amount of explanation or apology can give you back what was lost.
I think what I've struggled with most is how differently people can walk away from the same situation. Some are left carrying the consequences, while others continue forward with everything they gained.
And even when I'm told nobody was rewarded, it's difficult to see it any other way when the outcome speaks for itself.
Every moment, every celebration, every reminder of what others gained from something that caused so much damage feels like another slap in the face I'm expected to accept. Even when I'm told it isn't a reward, that doesn't change what I'm watching or what it cost.
A reward doesn't have to be intentional to be a reward. Sometimes it's simply what someone gets to keep despite what somebody else lost.
There are choices I will never understand, things I will never agree with, and circumstances I would never have allowed someone I cared about to experience. I've accepted that I cannot change those decisions, even if I haven't accepted what they represent.
Perhaps that's what has made FF so difficult lately.
Places and memories that once meant everything now feel like reminders of something I cannot undo.
I've been giving a lot of thought to my future in this game and whether continuing to hold onto it is worth what it has become for me.
I don't know what that decision will look like yet.
But I do know that missing something doesn't always mean you should go back to it.
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I’ve been thinking about doing some long-term projects based around doing poses from art for my favorite video games to keep my mind off of some things. I’ve been listening to this soundtrack a lot over the last week. I think I found my first one.
youtu.be/aiM90nfrNH0?si=4CZf…
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