Fantasy Faye

I want to make an addendum to this - with a public apology to @scaptiq and @Winzilp. While a lot of things on the internet may be in or out of context, but I said things that genuinely hurt two innovative people who built truly innovative things for streamers. I regret what I said to them. I regret getting heated with them. I grew up with parents that were heated people in conflict. I'm working every day of my life to not be that person anymore. If you've seen what they put out there months ago, I acted in fear of survival. I gave up my paycheck for Velora to exist and be funded. I gave up my security. I would never hurt a person, animal, anything living, except mosquitoes and roaches. The version of me from last year, from months ago, from other periods of time...is not the person I am today. I have been hiding from the past trying to figure out how to be a better person. I made peace with @PrimelordTech who I respect heavily. I never got the chance to make peace with the other outgoing members of the original team. I hope they are living their best lives and I wish them 100% the best. I deserved to be painted as a heated person. I would've never done anything to hurt anyone, and have never, but I know I was heated at one point in history, and this one is the one thing left I need to make peace with. I am holding up the last white flag my health can handle as I've been dogpiled for days. These folks alongside @PetXIII who was a good friend of mine, who I lost a friendship with (and I genuinely miss these friendships) - I apologize. You were right. I was wrong. I made a mistake. I fucked up. I hid. I'm socially awkward and deal with social anxiety. I'm not designed for anything other than having a good vision and executing it. I'm a writer, my most important things are the songs for my late parents. As brutal as it is, this was originally published early this year and republished across different platforms. It shows that yes, I was my father's child - cutthroat and hard. I do not want to be that person anymore. I've been working on that. I'm still working on it. Bear with me. I'm only human. But what I believe is what I believe and I believe we deserve better out there in streaming and I'm still going to push forward for that. If you've ever lost everyone in your family you love, and you've been through traumas, I hope you understand that I made mistakes and I'm owning up to them, because I want to start my next chapter with peace throughout. A better me. -Cory Legendre petxiii.wixsite.com/petxiii/…