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Mum of three on a journey taking some time out of work after having postnatal depression. Bumbling on finding my way through the craziness they call “life”.

Joined November 2017
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There is no wonder I am so stressed - got up to a blood bath as the cat has been biting her tail, had to try and bandage it up (this is whilst she has a cone on her head!) whilst a toddler is pestering me for hot milk - which then ended up all over my sofa!! #yey #happymonday 😡
My daughter has her 1st CAHMS workshop session this afternoon for her anxiety. She doesn’t want to go, she hates me because I say she has to. My anxiety is through the roof!! #anxiety #childrenwithanxiety #parentswithanxiety #hopeitgoesok #usedtobefearless #hernotme
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@Gemsallen & @whatmyfridgesay it didn’t go well. The group situation was too stressful for her and parents and siblings were in the room as well so it seemed like bedlam. They also did exercises that she has already done at school so didn’t actually get anything from it 😔
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That feeling of just generally feeling shit and that you are shit 😔 not big things but lots of little things - mainly to do with the kids #feelingshit #mentalhealth #littlethings #parentingwoes #negativethoughts
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Feeling quite sorry for myself today after my minor op yesterday removing a mole from my toe - sounds trivial but my hospital anxiety went into to overdrive, left me exhausted #anxiety #hospital #soretoe #poorpatient
Not even kidding - I am sat in soft play hell!!! It is not good #sendhelp #softplay #hypersensitive
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So f**ked off with myself. Can’t control my emotions. I drive to my much needed yoga class battling my anxiety about driving and parking there. Sat there 30mins early all for a guy to come and knock on my window and tell me to turn my engine off #emotionalwreck #notnormal #great
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Now the husband is home I am hiding away in the bedroom. #parentedout #tootired #toddlerlife #summerholidaysFO
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My toddler has turned into a monster 😡 tantrumed at a picnic with friends, had to cut it short because I couldn’t take it anymore 😫 yes it’s hot and yes I’m tired too #toddziller #naughtychildren #whathashappened #nearly3
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Bloody hell!! Tired toddler tantrum in the cafe at the garden centre then middle one has had a hissy fit cos I said she can’t have a basketball hoop fixed to the wall!! Apparently I said “when dad gets paid you can have one” - was this in her dreams 😳 #kidsseriously
School holidays - “let the adventures begin” most mum’s are saying 😳 I’m trying to survive one hour to the next #schoolsoutforsummer #mumofthree #toddlertweenteen #isitschoolyet
Day one of the holidays and it feels like time has literally stood still. I remember the easier years of getting crafting packs for the girls and being able to take them anywhere with ease. Now the older ones are sometimes worse than the toddler 🙄 #isitbedtimeyet #mumofthree
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I haven’t got the Friday or last day of school feeling. I am filled with fear as to how I’m gonna entertain all three of my kids and keep my sanity (if I have any to start with). Plus I have a poorly Little man today who has missed his leaving party at pre-school 🙁 #thejoys
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Job interview advice anyone??
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Feeling rubbish today 😩 (Hormonal) but I am fed up of seeing dieting and exercising on my social media today - it is there by my choice but as I look down at my protruding mum tum I just don’t want to see it today ☹️ #feelingfat #tryinytobehealthy #37inchtummy 😞
Wish I would have read this before I tried to do 10 minute Ab Blaster ~ I’m knackered and don’t think I will ever get a six pack!! teapaw.org/seraphicpetal/status/1…
Feeling so fatigued today - had a lovely catch up with friends this morning, picked the little dude up from nursery & now sat lounging watching 64 Zoo Lane #StayAtHomeMumLife #HouseWife #HastaMañana #HouseworkStrike #AmILazy? 🤷‍♀️
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Sat crying looking at current photos on Facebook of all my old work “friends” enjoying a leaving party for a colleague, feeling completely left out. I didn’t get chance to say good bye to anyone, I couldn’t even go in to a place I’d worked for 4 years to collect my stuff #PND
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