Micheal 🎄

I’m actually crashing out over a boiled egg what is wrong with me

I relapsed in purging because of a fucking boiled egg because I felt so guilty after eating it, I hate myself

I’m so sick it’s not even funny, but I guess my brother thinks it’s hilarious 🫩

Starving is painful, binging is painful, purging is painful, eating normally is painful, when does it end?

Obsessive compulsions suck I just wanna live normally and no one understands me, no it’s not childish I’m mentally ill leave me alone

Anything that is considered uw for your height and age is lbmi idc what people say

The fact that I had it in my head that I would only pass if I was skinny but im literally fat rn and I pass the most I ever have

I’m a massive disappointment, b/p today even though Ive been doing so well lately fml

Sorry Ive been less active recently I’m obsessing over my ocs again. I luv them sm

I am the greediest of them all

I remember when I first tried to recover I gained from bmi 14 to 19 and I cried to my mother about my weight gain expecting some sort of comfort and she told me that if I didn’t like my weight I should just lay off the biscuits

I miss feeling my bones in the shower

I was so delusional at this point like I really thought I could reach bmi 12s while studying medicine in uni

So much food noise this is what my instagram on my second acc looks like help

Banana strawberry smoothie that tasted like a capri sun omg made me feel like a kid again

Halloween sleepover this weekend can’t wait :3

Need more #recoverytwt oomfs, even just people in harm reduc / maintaining, please bmf (´• ω •`) (´• ω •`)

They caught me eating all the cake (-ω-、)