﴿وَ أذكُرٌ رَّبَّكَ إِذا نَسيتّ﴾ سُبحان الله الحمدلله لا إله إلا الله اللهُ أكبر لا حول و لا قوة إلا بالله بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم سُبحان الله و بحمده سُبحان الله العظيم استغفر الله و أتوبُ إليه اللهم صلِ وسلّم على نبينا محمد لا إله إلا أنت سبحانك إني كنت من الظالمين

trying my hardest not to act how i feel

i trusted you but you ruined me

i hate the false hope you give me

even the strongest ones get tired!!

nostalgia is the most beautiful form of pain.

downfall so bad i started using x again.

took it personally because i never would’ve done it to you.

i wish i never knew.

just because I prefer to be kind doesn't mean I won't slap the fuck out of you.

October again, but this time, with different feelings.

Every person you meet leaves you with something: a lesson, a memory, or a different version of you.

First of October. I’m starting to get over you.

As long as your heart carries hope, hope will carry you.

To let things arrive, you have to let things go.

In the end, we are all just people in need of love, compassion, and laughter. Beneath the roles we play and the identities we defend, we share a vulnerability that doesn’t change with age or status.

To be honest, I feel like everything that happened this year needed to happen. It allowed me to see that everybody isn’t meant for me, to learn how to set boundaries, to stop oversharing, and to stop overplaying my part. This year didn’t break me, it made me.

Emotional maturity begins with accepting that not everyone will have the emotional capacity to show up for you in the way you need.

From the many hopes I have, I only hope that I can live with a calm heart and be better than I was before.