1: regarding personal trading advise or people asking in dm´s, i cannot and do not do that, as shared here: xitter.cf/Innerdevcrypto/status/… 2: everyone is responsible for their own behavior: xitter.cf/Innerdevcrypto/status/… 3: to improve trading, i can recommend this: xitter.cf/Innerdevcrypto/status/… 4: how to restart after losing all: xitter.cf/Innerdevcrypto/status/… 5: spaces 2024: xitter.cf/Innerdevcrypto/status/… 6: spaces 2025: xitter.cf/Innerdevcrypto/status/… - Will never mention again what coins or positions i hold - Will also not give portfolio/crypto updates - Will not answer dm´s from people asking about coins or their portfolios or positions - Account got too big and too many people copy or ask dumb position questions in dm´s and i do not want people to ruin themselves copying me without knowing what they are doing or proper risk management I did my part over the years sharing a lot of info & alpha on positions and coins, up to the next generation to their part now. Will post my general views on crypto and the usual info on inner development and forest gardening etc

On serious inner work (long post) Sometimes it is seriously almost too much..... Utter and utter bliss Just closing my eyes....let everything go....and it is as if creation itself injects pure bliss into my entire being Imagine mdma + best orgasm you ever had + amazing feeling of relaxation.........and that at will for free.....just by closing one´s eyes And people wonder why i say humans literally have gold in their souls....free for the taking am just a human being that did some serious inner work (while many other people have done way more than i have), and what i describe every human being can achieve since we are all endowed with consciousness so.... it is possible to remove enough ego-identification from you mind that you are able to ¨see yourself in everything¨. Some call it enlightenment, some god-realization, some unity-realization, that does not matter. What matters is actually realizing it. This can never be explained in words, but once you get to that state, it will be so strikingly different from your previous way of observing reality that it will mark the most important change in your life. This is wat all the esoteric and spiritual traditions have been talking about for 1000s of years This is not some unachievable goal, but it takes enormous focus and dedication because your mind will pull out everything it has to prevent you from dismantling your sense of self (the ¨I-identity¨). Now most of you just want to be content, and happy, and that is totally fine. There are a lot of ways and techniques to achieve that, but the very few (less than 5) people i met in my life that actually went on this struggle and finished it went through such a transformation it really cannot be described Most dm´s i get are from people just asking questions about becoming more content, and i happily answer them. But if you have read my article on direct realization, or read the work from Ricard Rose, or Jed Mckenna, or Anthony de Mello for example, and are seriously considering this struggle, i will put more time into answering your questions or in case needed we will meet in person. In my humble opinion, the only thing that matters in a human life is this struggle, to find out what the ¨I¨ really is, nothing else is more important, not even children, and i do not say that lightly since i have children myself. The most important battle a human can wage is on/with oneself.....finish it and you will literally enter an expanded sense of consciousness which is impossible to imagine right now. I know you will probably quickly go back to whatever you are doing after reading this, trading coins, job, family, earning money, whatever, but never forget that in the end this your full potential as a human being and only this realisation will end your infinite struggles in life. Good luck more info: innerdevelopment.net/post/di…

Recommend these books if you have doubts about the extraordinary abilities we all posses as long as we learn how to cultivate it:

To generate much stronger: - intuition - energetic sensitivity - physical recovery time - overall feeling of well-being do the experiment: 28 days celibacy no porn, no jerking off, no masturbation, no sex zero and before you judge or ridiculise.....try it to recycle the energy and learn how to use this power, read: for men: taoist secret of love, by mantak chia for women: healing love through the tao, by mantak chia i know it is not easy, but pushing your limits will allow you to discover skills & powers you never knew you had

The simplest, hardest, but most powerful exercise to stop being stuck and feel contentment & bliss 1: lie or sit down 2: close your eyes and bring your attention to your body 3: Let your thoughts flow by like clouds 4: really feel your body & being 5: automatically your attention will move to areas of tension, pain, discomfort 6: now stay with an area of tension, DO NOT turn away from it, stay with that area of tension/pain/discomfort 7: if you can go deeper into that area, do it, like a spiral down 8: stay with this feeling until it dissolves, can happen quickly or take a long time, do not stop until it is done 9: now feel your body/being again and move to the next area of tension/discomfort, wherever that may be 10: the more you do this, the quicker you will advance It is very exhausting, intense. since your mind is trained to run away from discomfort, to always turn outside quickly instead of turning inside. You are doing the opposite here, moving towards pain/discomfort/tension to dissolve it with your attention & awareness Keep doing this, stay with every feeling of discomfort until all are dissolved, this might take many days or weeks of practice if you are very blocked. This exercise also works to drastically lower feelings of pain, even intense pain. Very hard to allow intense pain, but if you can, it will get less if you do not run from it. Once you feel your entire body/feeling calm, now stay with that calm feeling, spiral down deeper into it, in time you won´t even feel your body anymore, just joy & bliss & contentment 😉

Helping people & loved ones : the brutal truth Many people reach out to me that want to help other people, or help loved ones they see suffering a lot, and it ends up in total disappointment. Why? Brutal truth is that people will only change, when they want to change themselves. You can talk to anyone as much as you want, try to convince them, present options, pay for things, try to get them in rehab/recovery/clinics/health programs, but if they do not want it themselves, ZERO change will happen. I have close family-members too that are not well, and even-though they know what i do, they still refuse to change or take themselves serious. So what to do when you want to help someone and you encounter nothing but resistance? Let it go I know it is tough to see people and especially loved ones or friends and family suffer hard, but people simply need the suffering to eventually make their own decision to change....nobody can impose that upon anyone else. This is why i always congratulate people when they come to me or dm me ´for help´ on their own initiative. It means they are finally ready to take some advise seriously. Taking the step to ´help yourself´, or ´look for help´ is an enormous step ahead already since it means you are open for change. So if you see people/family/loved ones suffering and you are driving yourself crazy trying to help them.....let it go and cut it. Not easy advise to hear...but after helping so many.....i am 100% sure that people only change when they want to change themselves.

If you interested in growing food and: - do not want to weed - do not want to spend more than couple of hours a week ´working´ in garden - want low maintenance & high yields/harvests - want chemical/pesticide free food - want to mainly relax and enjoy - have no idea how to begin

Sexual dysfunction - Porn addiction - Excessive masturbation - Feeling depleted, frustrated, out of power - Can´t stop watching porn on pc or phone - Thinking excessively about sex with people you meet, staring at the opposite sex obsessively - Crazy ideas about what is ´normal´ sexually - Feeling to never belong with someone - Premature ejaculation - Inability to have a proper orgasm or multi-orgasm - Just a general sense of never being at ease with your own sexual energy Both men, and women, suffer from this massively. Cryptotwitter dudes even worse, most are serious porn addicts, or some women into the weirdest stuff ever On the left for men, on the right for women. ⬇️ Read it, learn, apply.

For those of you who are open-minded, interested in past lives and the reason why you are actually in your current form, can recommend this book ⬇️

Darkroom retreat Once a year i do a 10 darkroom retreat, in this post i explain how & why & how you can start doing this yourself safely My own practice: 1: total darkness in my own retreat cabin 10 days, once a year 2: fasted, only water 3: pee in a bottle, since i fast i do not need anything else, but if you do eat and poop, use bags you can close 4: mostly sit in meditation posture on comfy pillow or lie down 5: after couple of days dmt levels naturally go up in the brain in the dark, you can learn about this in the book ¨darkroom enlightenment¨, by mantak chia, to understand. But yes, you will see a lot of light when you close your eyes 6: i mainly do the practices in the books underneath in the image 7: yes, one feels oneself out of the body, and in time learn about the astral body 8: after 10 days come out slowly with eyes covered, uncover after some hours in the light, and slowly eat again 9: DO NOT just try this, read on to see how to start safely: How to start yourself: 1: start doing the practices in books underneath, from left top to right bottom in order 2: be well trained in meditation and these practices 3: go to the universal healing tao dark room retreat for a guided retreat first, and if not.... 4: start yourself, first with 2 days, then 4 days, and on...You can make a room dark or make your own retreat cabin 5: let someone know you are doing it 6: go outside if you start feeling bad 7: be ready to feel things you never felt before, allow it to happen 8: go fasted only when you are used to extended fasting, not on your first try. get some dry food (like nuts for example) that do not require cooking in case you do want to eat 9: set an alarm for when you want to stop the retreat. often you feel very spaced out, lose sense of body and time, so important to put a strong alarm 10: when going outside, go slowly with eyes covered, sit outside first in the light some hours, then very slowly release the cover with eyes closed first 11: re-feed slowly after fast 12: do not tell anyone about experiences rapidly, let it all first sink in

Recommended if you are interested in the link between consciousness, mind, reality, manifestation, desires, visualization, feeling, etc. Good night

Sex, orgasm, no fab, masturbation, love, multi-orgasmic techniques, porn, depletion, relationships (long tweet) Wrote a long tweet on this, because I get so many questions about all this. So, I will deal with all questions and comments on this subject in one long tweet in depth. Depletion A lot of people nowadays follow the No Fap movement or try to limit masturbation. This is actually a good development in a world that is completely oversexualized and overpornified. Contrary to common belief, a lot of masturbation is not healthy. Why not? To understand that, we have to dive into Chinese medicine a bit (or listen to the podcast I posted with Damo Mitchell in a few posts back). Essentially, we are born with a limited amount of jing (sexual power). It is the battery of our lives, and the faster we deplete it, the faster we get old and die. Men mostly lose this power through ejaculation, and women through their period and making babies. Simplifying things here a bit. Masturbating, and getting addicted to it, not only depletes this energy faster, but it overstimulates your body unnaturally, and invites even more subtle forces (which Richard Rose discusses in his book The Sex Connection; I won’t go into detail here) which get you addicted. In our society, where we are constantly bombarded with sex images and have heavy porn instantly on our screens and devices, it is no surprise so many people feel burnt-out and overstimulated. A lot of people access this material frequently, resulting in the energy body being totally depleted in many people at a young age, hence the epidemic of depression, burnouts, and emotional imbalance, etc. Normal What is normal? Normal means not overstimulating yourself with artificial material, making love with your partner at a normal/regular interval, and not ejaculating so often (for men) or masturbating more than your age can handle (for men and women). Women don’t lose powerful semen liquid during ejaculation, so this is less relevant for them, but over-masturbation can harm them on more subtle levels just as bad as men (once again, read The Sex Connection book). Women mostly feel depleted after their period, which is normal since the period blood is pure jing energy leaking out. A good rule from Chinese medicine for men is to take your age, divide it by 10, and square it. So if you are 20, divide 20 by 10, which is 2, square it, which is 2x2 = 4. So ejaculating once every 4 days is okay. If you are 30, 30:10 = 3. 3x3 = 9. So once every 9 days. At 40, once every 16 days, etc. Let me emphasize that you can still have as many orgasms as you want! Many people don’t know one can orgasm without ejaculation; see The Multi-Orgasmic Couple book for example. So, no need to cut down on making love. On the contrary, make love as much as you want but deplete yourself less, and you will be supercharged after it. Why trying no ejaculation or no orgasm in one go is not recommended for men and women So what happens when you suddenly stop masturbating or having orgasms? The body is basically a bio-electric machine. Once you stop having an orgasm, this energy (jing) starts building up. After a while, the pressure becomes so great, you have to release it: all natural. See the body as an electrical wire: if you keep increasing the charge, the cable burns out, so the only way to allow a higher charge is to get a thicker cable (up the amperage so to speak). We create such a thicker cable in the body by opening the energy channels. Mostly Taoist and Tantric practitioners have developed exercises for men and women to open the channels and energy centers, so that the body can handle more charge, and more importantly, learn to change this power into higher levels of refined consciousness. So, one literally transforms this power into higher energy centers. This takes years of serious practice to learn, so anyone who suddenly does the no-ejaculation method, without learning this, can seriously harm themselves. Actually, if you do this without proper training, you can kill yourself: the energetic imbalance and power will become so great that you can die or get prostate cancer, which is common in celibate monks that don’t know how to transform this power. So what now? I know this is a sensitive issue, but as always, I try to keep a moderate view. 1: Educate yourself, read the books on The Sex Connection, The Multi-Orgasmic Couple, or any other Taoist or Tantric book on sexual energy transformation. 2: First, try to be normal. Meaning: really love your partner, limit exposure to porn, slowly decrease masturbation rate, and increase meditation rate. This is not easy in a society where we are bombarded by all this material all the time, but it can be done. Realize most animals in nature, or even us humans not that long ago, had sex not that often, and most often to reproduce only. 3: If you are gay or lesbian, realize that you can learn with your partner also to balance energetically: for example, men can draw in yin energy from the earth (I have heard of gay couples that do the doggy style posture for example where the one with the hands on the ground draws in extra yin from the earth through their hands), or for women can draw in yang energy from the sky. Why draw in this energy? To balance the double yang or double yin one sees in homosexual couples. 4: If you try to ejaculate less, no fap, no masturbation, realize that you have to train your body to absorb and transform this higher charge (remember the electric wire, it will burn out if you overload it), so you have to have a proper yoga, Taoist, or any other energy practice to transform this power to higher levels, which takes years or decades. 5: Involve your partner if you have one, learn together, explore energy balancing, make love, don’t feel guilty. You can have a long life ahead exploring this over the years. No dogma. Relationships mean literally “to relate”, so communicate, feel, share. Emotions literally means “e-motions” = “energy-motions”. So learn the movements of energy together and share and discover this whole new dimension of life. 6: Take it easy on yourself. Don’t think you can quit an addiction to masturbation or porn in a day, week, or month. You are dealing with one of the strongest forces in the human energy system, jing, and most have simultaneously conditioned their body to overstimulation of their dopamine system as well. This takes time to reset. So don’t feel guilty when you fall back into old patterns. Go step by step, involve your partner, or if you are alone be gentle with yourself, love, be kind, teach yourself, educate yourself and share with your partner, and realize that in our over-sexualized, over-pornified society, so many people are burnt-out, addicted, or sick, due to the overspending of sexual power. On a personal note: I watched way too much porn when young, over-masturbated excessively, and depleted a lot of my jing at a young age. The Chinese master I went to visit told me at 22 “Tim, if you keep going like this, you’ll die. Harness your powers that you have left.” Years of training it took to not think about porn, balance my energies, learn how to remove even more subtle influences that literally fed these thoughts in my mind, and understand and integrate it all. Luckily, my partner is very open in all of this, and we cultivated our energy together over many years. We practice the multi-orgasmic method together, don’t make love often, but when we do, it is amazing, and we both have multiple orgasms. Over the years, I ejaculated less and less, and thanks to years of training, can transform most of these power into expanded levels of consciousness. But if after some months of not ejaculating the pressure is too great, I do ejaculate, or if we want to make babies as well of course. Also, after and during her period, or after having babies, I respect my wife, support her, but we don’t engage in sexual activities until her sexual energy is settled again. I know all this is a sensitive subject, on which many people have strong opinions, but as always, I don’t avoid sensitive topics, and try to present a balanced view. Usual disclaimers apply: DYOR, be patient, can be wrong, open for everything. Good luck & love to you all

Mistakes & failure: you are not alone People think that somehow massive drawdowns in net worth, disappointments, failure, mistakes, only happen to them, but the contrary is true, it happens to all of us and is a crucial part of learning in this space Shared this before, but just so you realize again that you are not alone in learning hard lessons, making a lot of mistakes, and seeing large amounts of net worth evaporate, all part of the game, here my personal list of failures and mistakes: it is so long i do not even remember all, but here we go: - cryptopia collapse: big amount gone: lesson: never all in one exchange - holding 20k verge (xvg) all 2017 and selling a couple of days before it pulled x50 on pornhub collaboration announcement: lesson: never sell all of a coin when early and you have conviction - forgetting bittrex password and spending months trying to get in, had money on there: lesson: use written paper and encrypted usb backups - selling doge too early: lesson: always keep some - had offer to do the bnb seedround, did not do it: potential many millions in gains missed: lesson: pay attention when great offers happen - ftx collapse: got 90% out on time, but 10% was stuck when sl was hit after longing ftt: lesson: withdraw at first sign of trouble and do not go long an exchange token when exchange collapses thinking it cannot happen - large amount staked on osmo, took 21 days to unstake, huge losses when market turned: lesson: never stake with long unstaking time - lightning struck mountain next to my home and all electronics fried: lesson: always keep paper backup of passwords and seedphrases - accidentally did a massive pepe long on bybit with the x1000 ticker, did not pay attention, woke up with massive loss, 6 figures+: lesson: always double check what and how much you buy - last year, couple of seedrounds done and investment in alternative energy: all failures basically: lesson learned: never too much in ´fancy´ things and do not do seedrounds too late in a cycle - huge amount on anchor and luna, luckily had it unstaked on time: lesson: move serious profits to bank and not crazy defi platforms with insane interest - potential 10M-100M+ Trump gains faded. Knew about the launch early, fell asleep, still got in early but could have been way more: lesson: if you know something will happen, drink coffee and make exception - CT account grew and more physical threats and people trying to geo-locate: lesson: anonymity is super important and be careful sharing data - overall my drawdown amount from potential peak net ATH worth is much larger than amount in total gains, which is still great considering i started with 10k. lesson: gratitude instead of thinking what could have been so you see, you are not alone in making a lot of mistakes, all part of the game. most important thing is lesson learned, feet on the ground, and keep going, space is full of opportunities