🕷 Dusk Star 🌌

In a state of mental limbo where I dont wanna exist but wants or wants to do something to feel like existing.

Creating a weekend shift was the equivilent of what happens when you let a savage deviljho enter a biome... I'm left with nothing to do in an empty enviroment and I still gotta work overtime -_-

A long time ago, I let myself get hurt by anyone and everyone with no effort to resist. These days if I have no reason to care about you, any memory made will not be registered and your identity will always remain blurry

"Friend, What can I do to move on from them...?" I can give illegal answers, but I can't be honest when I have no clue how to either...

I wanted to stream but after today and just getting home I dont think I ever screamed so loud and agressively that it physically hurt me so... @.@

My twin is healing, you have no idea how hard im crying rn...

I know I have this account for dusk but for halloween week my "Dawn" account will be playing the role of dusk

I know its impossible to save everyone. But if I could trade my life for yours, I would do it without hesitation.

I wish I could've told you about them too... Before it all went to shit...

Life is pain. But not being alone makes it hurt less. I wish I had more time and energy in a day just to spend even an hour with the people I love.

I should use this account for more than just venting

"Staying up to chat with you will never be a regret for me. I love you friend." This goes for everyone I care about, even when we havent spoken in a while.

I should mention it somewhere if anyone cares but my main account @dawnstarvt is shadowbanned so im purging the account and using it less till its fixed while doing a rework with myself

Thank fuck I live alone cause if someone heard me scream that loud and agressive id be in an assylum by now