dayum!!! you got dissociative identity disorder??? any of them freaky??? ★ mon, 25, white, multifandom ★ read link ★ keons & nine ♡ H.S. 🕊️ S.K. 🕊️ M.S. 🕊️
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MON ✧.* retweeted
If you actually pay attention internally when severe dissociation happens it's kinda nutty. You'll be thinking about something unpleasant and then it's like an internal circuit breaker trips and ur brain just cuts out and starts playing white noise
being medicated for ADHD with a dissociative disorder is so weird for so many reasons, because it interacts differently with different parts depending on how ADHD symptoms manifest for them but also because it makes me dissociate because I'm not dissociating
—way too much energy and end up focusing on the wrong things or even if they do lock in, completely lose their thought to speaking filter. and for lower energy parts it sometimes just brings them up to baseline and they still struggle to focus on difficult tasks
I think this isn't really due to her succeeding, nobody held that sort of attitude towards flower or kafu. I think it's because vocaloid exists in this weird space where it impacts culture both within its own subculture and outside of it
—noticed the same way people always historically have with miku
I think a lot of people hate what teto's being used for because she is the miku of a new wave of so-called "fans" who aren't actually fans of the culture or anything and just like clout and trends and it sucks
MON ✧.* retweeted
My advice to people dating people with BPD is that you have to stop viewing their episodes, moods, and emotions as representations of their souls and start viewing them the same way you view bad weather
personally our brain literally just cannot fuse and part of integration is parts just disappearing when they aren't needed. sometimes healing involves and looks like dormancy instead of 5 guys turning into 1 and I think it'd be great if people knew that too
