His in-depth study of the area/culture/people in places he'd have his campaigns at reminds me of Grand Admiral Thrawn from Star Wars
Napoleon possessed a rare combination of relentless ambition, an insatiable curiosity, and a mind that never stopped seeking an advantage;
He was never the lazy type. Even with his insane intelligence, he was always looking to improve himself and gain more knowledge in preparation for future undertakings. For example, before a military campaign, Napoleon would literally study the location he was invading or operating. He would take the time to learn about the region’s culture, geography, and history; even studying past military campaigns in that same area as a means of avoiding mistakes previous leaders have made.
Following up on that, Napoleon has always been an avid reader. Starting in his youth, he would pile up on subjects like science, philosophy, and of course history. He also particularly enjoyed reading the classics, studying and reading about the famed military commanders of the ancient world, such as Alexander the Great or Julius Caesar.
Need to get 16 euros somehow for Premium X
Only possible to get a job at December the earliest as my renewed ID card will be ready on 3rd November which I'll use to get a new GP for job health assessment as my previous one retired late 2024
Must keep engagement momentum
Made it a habit to have a daily gratitude practice to G-d for even the smallest blessings in my life
My childhood friend took MDMA constantly and the acidity or something from the tablets made him lose many teeth
Porn/gooning is one of those habits that seem appealing when your libido/sexual energy has built up and you're more sensitized to sexual stimuli and have higher dopamine sensitivity
But once you nut you're overcome with a strong sense of regret due to realizing you wasted your time/semen for nothing and then live with that odd spiritual emptiness for at the very very least 12 hours
My gf has clinical depression and despite lowered libido compared to her pre-depression self she STILL feels genital sensations/pleasure and orgasms quickly
Meanwhile me who just took the antipsychotic olanzapine for 4 months in 2025 and quitting it a YEAR and a HALF ago
STILL have reduced genital stimulation pleasure/sensitivity
There's 0 proof depression causes reduced genital erogenous pleasure sensitivity, IT CAN lower libido etc. but it doesn't numb your genitals at all
Serotonergic anti-dopaminergic agents do though
I'm the OPPOSITE of a depressed person - I've been assessed clinically and also by personal analysis I have 0 depression signs, never had any
My clinically depressed gf even remarked how she felt overwhelmed by me due to our very opposing temperaments as I'm always high energy, wanting to do lots of things
While her depression makes her sleep more, have reduced energy pool, random sadness etc.
This mf+coffee with sugar+1g Aspirin+sitting in my warm room in my warm winter sweatpants with heating on
Mitochondriamaxing for higher metabolism+higher ATP/CO2/heat/H2O production














