Don't let yourself work this into an ideology thing or a suicide by cop thing. People have mental crises every day and get help and look back in a few years and things are fine afterwards.

There is no reason things need to "end now". People dig themselves into a ditch and then get out all the time. I have family members who did that plenty. They're doing just fine now. If you survive this you will end up being totally fine.

This is not going to play like a glaze of glory it is going to be mocked. That's not what you want man. No one mocks someone who has a crisis and gets help. If you hurt someone else or get offed by the police people won't see you as a martyr.

There are a handful of ways you can monumentally screw up worse but surrendering now doesn't make your life "over" and you're likely going to get help for the pain you experience. You could literally do it later on your own terms but you have to survive this first.

Don't kill anyone dude. Don't kill yourself.

Immigration is different from criminal law because if you are not a citizen, you need positive permission to be here. If you don't have that positive permission, you are illegal.

Hiring a token racial minority who is less qualified than a white man is probably a more accurate definition of "sinful partiality" than Christian nationalism.

I didn't continue to go to the church. It was just a 2 hour guilt trip about racism. I was already on my way out and this moved up the timeline.

The Christian liberals passed around screenshots to each other and build threads, they started messaging my friends to find out what church I went to so they could email my pastor, etc. Pure malice.

I expect people named Kareem to hold anti American views.

Yeah, zero lessons learned, everyone who said anything against Sey is disgusting, this is the dark side of social media, the government gets things wrong... Just embarrassing how low of standards Christians have for who represents them.

Need a mage to cast mirror image.

We're not doing this anymore.

Let me interject for a moment to give my utterly myopic sectarian take. Why yes I am a Catholic Convert, why do you ask?

Vacation day. Time to go vote straight Republican in Georgia while dressed in sweats and recovery slides.

FYI you are talking to a psychopath who doxxes people

It's already happened a lot since my struggle session. One pastor arrested. Another pressured to resign but he just planted another church. Been happening a lot in other areas.

Genuinely a challenge for my faith.

They are incredible. Try them in black beans.