New accnt who dis? Twitch Affiliate // 10 year streamer The internets FATHER Model: @wanilmith Overlays: Nerdordie
Joined June 2026
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Just living my Jerry springer worthy life
My ex girlfriend married my uncle
My ex wife married my cousin
At this point I feel like the trial period for women to find their real partners in my family.
Apologies for being so quiet, dealing with this divorce and everything that comes with it has been rough and I'm just trying not to totally self-isolate....
Because I've been trained by society to think that -
- showing pain is weakness, and weakness makes me less of a man.
- my pain means nothing because others have it worse
- I'm supposed to be the strong one, and showing pain means I'm not.
- I am supposed to be the one shouldering other peoples burdens, not being a burden myself.
I could keep going, but you get the idea.
I understand people like my voice, and for some people it does certain things for them. >.> I just dont see it in myself and I dislike my own voice. So to hear someone say they like it makes me smile but at the same time ask "but why tho?"
Publicly posting metrics like this is just going to drive people to the already bigger streamers that get the tags regularly, while small streamers that need the help in exposure get nothing.
Say you dont support small streamers without saying you dont support small streamers
This week has been hell.
Beyond the celebrity deaths this week and losing several icons I grew up with....
On Monday, My wife and I got a divorce. 19 years together, ended in a 20 minute zoom call. For the first time in nearly two decades, I am alone.
I am thankful to all those that have stuck around with me this past week, that have checked in on me, and made sure I am okay. I've done my best to not fall into despair. But its been difficult. There have been so many times I've been close to tears, but they wont come.
My apartment feels so empty. Its so quiet. I'm trying not to go stir crazy, to find things to do, to put myself out there. But its hard finding joy in anything anymore.
I am not okay. I am doing my best, but i feel like its not enough.
As of 11 this morning....I am well and truly single. 19 years together, ended in a 10 minute hearing over zoom. I....dont know what to do with myself right now. I feel like crying but the tears wont come.
Apparently, if you use Voicemeeter, the driver for it can mess with your windows updates. And then certain games wont run if you're not on the newest version of windows.....
I pay my necessities for living and holding a job, and i end up with $50 thats supposed to last me till my next paycheck in two weeks. And I havent even bought groceries yet.
Tell me again how I'm supposed to budget and save better to get myself out of a hole.
hey @RiotSupport I could use some help. My Valorant keeps getting stuck on the initial splash loading screen. Ive tried all the tricks, setting game to admin, repairing game, clearing cache, reinstalling, updating drivers, none of its working.
Anyone else have this issue with Valorant where it just....freezes on the first loading screen? I have tried repairing the game, setting to admin, clearing the cache, setting vanguard as automatic, letting it sit for 20 minutes, it refuses to load.
