Musings of a Muse

Thank you, Kuztom Pitch admins 💛💙 @KuztomPitch Thank you for tolerating my silly WhatsApp stickers (I know Stef @relaxbywriting definitely got a kick out of them 😂), for easing my stress and anxiety, for the cute virtual hugs, and for answering my million questions about microphones — how they work, what a capsule is, what a transmitter is, and everything else in between. Thank you for being there at 1, 2, even 3 AM Bangkok time while it was afternoon in New York and Canada, just to talk with us and tell me for the hundredth time, “It’s okay Bella, everything will be okay.” (Stef, was damn calm wasn’t she?!) Thank you for sharing small, gentle fangirl moments with us, for making us laugh, and for surviving the legendary “WE FORGOT THE CHARGERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” crisis together! 😭 And the iconic “the IEMs don’t match!” moment, which fully exposed to Stef and all of you that Bella might be just a little bit OCD 😂 You were genuinely the sweetest admin team to work with, and your offer to stay friends after the project honestly made my heart swell because you really do feel like good friends to us now. Thank you for making this weird girl’s fangirl dreams come true. 🌞🌙 (Stef, isn’t weird so I excluded her from that 🤣). It’s going to feel a little strange not talking to you every day anymore, but hopefully after all of this we can still check in on each other and make new memories together preferably less chaotic and dramatic ones 🤭 I am STILL laughing at your “I thought I did something wrong!?” after I squealed over the case photos you so kindly shared 😭 You are all so loved by me, and when I finally get to Bangkok, I’m absolutely holding you to your promise of giving me that hug. I truly wish your entire team nothing but success in the future. You went above and beyond for us. You worked so hard, stayed up late, answered every question, and always made sure we understood everything clearly. I will never forget how much you looked out for us throughout this entire process. It means the world to me how kind you were to a strange little fangirl like me — and to Stef, who was the calm in my chaotic storm (thankfully you only had to parent me through all of this 🤣 Stef was definitely the chill one in our group). Please take care of yourselves, all of you. Eat well, sleep early when you can, and don’t work too hard, okay? Bella will always worry about you 💛 And I truly hope with all my heart that one day we’ll get to work together again whether it’s future customizations, more microphone chaos, or another impossible fangirl dream somehow becoming real again. ✨ And like you said, this isn’t our end! It’s just one memory in the friendship we formed 💛💙 #JuniorMark #Junniorrs #markjrts

Since my birthday was this weekend, let me share a little story about Arm’s birthday cake. True story: I cried over his cake. 🤣🎂 I can laugh about it now, but when they first sent me photos of the finished cake, I was devastated because the fondant figures looked nothing like him! Why did he look like Force? 🤭Until now, only two people knew I had a meltdown over a birthday cake. 🥹 The night before his birthday, I was frantically sending LINE messages, trying to find someone who could make another one. I was not successful 🤣 Then the day of his birthday I saw the smile on his face as he held it, and suddenly, all those little imperfections mattered a whole lot less. And seeing him happy finally quieted all that anxiety and helped me realize how caught up I’d gotten in my own head, wanting every detail to be perfect. So here’s to silly birthday meltdowns, learning to give ourselves a little grace, and remembering what makes a birthday special: turning another year older with people around you who love you. Thank you to all the people who sent me messages this weekend, for sticking by me, for being with through all my anxiety and overthinking. I love you all so much! And the cake? Well, the cake is meant to be eaten—even if its tiny fondant figures only have a passing resemblance to the birthday boy. 🤣❤️🎂 #ArmChaiyapat

Please, can we take a moment for the waist! #ArmChaiyapat

My wish is for you....! instagram.com/p/DfFtHHFn9h0/… 🥰 You know who you are and I hope you know you are loved! By me! 🥰

SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM! Death Note+Arm+Ryuk=🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 #ArmChaiyapat

Happy birthday, my lovely Fira! 🎂💕 You are such a strong person, and I hope you know how much I admire you. Thank you for being strong for me when I’ve struggled to be strong for myself, and for sticking by my side through everything. Your friendship means more to me than I can put into words. @perthniority I hope this year brings you the same love, kindness, and comfort you’ve given me. You deserve to feel supported and cared for, too. I love you so much, and I’m so grateful to have you in my life. You are very, very loved! 🥹🫂💕

Happiness is this 😍 #JuniorMark

✨ Juperstar : Born To Be Superstar ✨ Come collection @11milionheart project! A cute photobooth event for #junniorrs 📍@selfietimeid 📆 22 - 28 Oktober 2026 Take photo, leave your love, and let's make beautiful memories with Junior💕 Share with us on #30thJuperstar #30thJuniorBDPJ

HAPPY ALMOND DAY! 🎉 Come make a beautiful memory to celebrate Almond’s 19th Birthday! Come collection these adorable frames to celebrate Almond’s special day! 🎂🥳🎁🎈 A very special project made with love by @perthniority for @almondsleepp 🗓️ : Oct 15, 2026 – onwards CODE: 006FULL4SHOTS 📍: 🇹🇭 (pockr by flashback) #Almond19thBDProject #Almondbabybigboy #PSPW

If anyone has a secret for sale please let me know because I am so in love with these 🙏🍭 #JuniorMark

I'm so sorry to all the JoongDunk and AouBoom fans. I know you're all hurting and feeling heartbroken. Sending my love and good energy to every single one of you.

But you and I @lilybugxoxo 🥺🥹🥰