Truth

Quitting Competitive Siege. Started playing competitively a while ago but on console. I'm extremely grateful for everything that has happened this past year or two. I've made so many brothers, friends, and just people that are like family to me. I will probably try and comeback, but we'll see how that goes. Unfortunately got banned in the ban wave. I will say that I did have previously banned accounts that got boosted. I'm not saying I'm not in the wrong, but I was 13 or 14 and just coming back and was jealous of my friend's shit talking me. Back in 23/24 and all i did was get bullied in my friend group for being shit and ass, and those were the only cool people and my only close friends and it was embarrissing. So ofc i wanted to act like I was good. I got boosted to champ and felt like a normal person. so I will admit I did get some accounts boosted to champ. My current account NShift.REJx was brothers so gg, I guess. If there is a world, I get unbanned because I technically wasn't the one cheating on the account, but it was my account. @KyoR6S A message to my team is that I'm sorry that it had to end like this, and I know you guys will be great players and I hope that you guys end up winning and staying together. I really do want to appreciate @nerixafps @ManoR6_ @GavzeR6 @ezroqq @maybeceno @AbyceGN @Shiyo_23. You guys brought the most out of me. The passion, the heart, the grind, the happy stuff and overall, you guys are great people and deserve the most. My goal was to go pro. Unfortunately, that door is closed. I have no clue if that door will ever open up again. I want to shoutout @RejectsNA & @PryZmaR6 for being the best org to ever play under. I might transfer and move to a coaching position or analyst position to help the team out, but it's up to them what happens. @SerxR6 @qtNavy @Trulyfrdat. You guys helped me in a way that others couldn't. The advice, lessons and passion from these guys to help me improve was insane and I'll always be grateful for the help you guys dedicated to me. @oljviaa duo shit. So proud to see you in pro league as an analyst and you deserve it. Meeting you on ATL Academy might have been the best thing ever. The Meccha grind, Siege grind, and just overall the friendship we've built. Fuck everyone that hates on you, you made it and you prove everyone wrong in the end. Goodluck in the future and I wish the best for you. @nottCierra don't sell the elo. Almost there but thank you @Cloud9 for giving me the most joy this Stage. @Panbazou honestly the best IGL in the world, @MonkGojoR6 an insane rookie and prodigy, @EwzyGuns just a gunner man and has extreme talents, @R6Eddy that guy man, mr clutch and reliable, and @centir6 the man that does everything and is the missing puzzle. @_VividR6 & @oljviaa duo has been amazing. Seriously though, my favorite team and always will. I hope this team wins Osaka and S.I. and sticks together. You guys brought back my joy of watching pro games. Thank you. C9FOREVER. Lastly, I want to thank siege for giving me the best. This game has given me a family and friends that I wouldn't trade. I want to thank for all the memories and accomplishments that I've gotten. Sincerly, Nathan. #LETSGOC9📷