𝐌𝐚𝐞𝐯𝐞 π†πšπ₯π₯𝐚𝐠𝐑𝐞𝐫 (@OrneryAbyss) header
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πš‚πš˜πš–πšŽ πš™πšŽπš˜πš™πš•πšŽ πšŠπš›πšŽ πš˜πš—πš•πš’ πš›πšŽπš‘πšŽπšŠπš›πšœπšŠπš•πšœ πšπš˜πš› πšπš‘πšŽ πš›πšŽπšŠπš• πšπš‘πš’πš—πš.

brooding. {nsfw}
Joined August 2026
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︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ᴍᴀᴇᴠᴇ Ι’α΄€ΚŸΚŸα΄€Ι’Κœα΄‡Κ€ irish roots, planted in new york. trauma surgeon. stubborn to a fault, divorced mother of two. mdni.
but some hurts never heal some ghosts are never gone but we go on we still go on and you find some way to survive and you find out you don't have to be happy at all to be happy you're alive
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β€œ that’s not fair . i never would have looked twice at him if you hadn’t … ” her chin is wobbling , her eyes are stinging , and she doesn’t want to do this . she doesn’t want to blame her but how can she not think her partly to blame ? β€”
β€œI’ve been torturing myself time and time again over cheating on you but I always could say I didn’t love that person, emotionally I’ve always been with you. You are the love of my life as simple as that.” And gods it makes her ill to know that Theo had Maeve physically and β€”
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β€” she upended their lives , she made her feel like garbage , she brought out her insecurities … and he was there , helping her pick up the pieces , gluing her back together . what else could she have done but love him ? β€œ it doesn’t matter . β€”
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β€” i can forget him . i have to forget him . i don’t get to keep my family otherwise , and that’s what i want more than anything , what i love more than anything . ”
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everyone knows that saying . a drunk man tells no tales . and she isn’t trying to . she’s never dishonest where she can help it . β€œ i love you more , ” she blurts out desperately , the worst fucking cliche she’s ever used . β€œ i want to be β€”
β€œyou know the saying, drunks and kids always tell the truth…” oh how sick to her stomach she feels. β€œthere’s a part of you that wishes to be with him and I can’t compete with that and trying to keep my sanity intact.” The worse part? She did believe Maeve, at the moment, she β€”
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β€” with you more . please . you have to know i didn’t want this to happen , you have to know i fought it . ” that she’s still fighting it . β€œ it isn’t a competition . i’m going to let him go back to scotland and … i won’t see him , i won’t β€”
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β€” talk to him , i won’t have anything to do with him , and in a few months’ time , it’ll be like none of this ever happened . ”
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β€œ yes , β€œ she bobs her head stupidly , bits and pieces of the conversation floating back to her . she’d said all of that and more , and she shouldn’t be saying anything at all . she’s too drunk to think it all through . β€œ and he knew i was β€”
β€œhe told you that he loves you.” but she already knew that, had suspected it for as long as Astoria known that man. β€œAnd you asked him if it would change anything if you said it back…” the touch almost burns and she stepped back, breaking the contact between them, β€”
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β€” only saying that to get him to stay . you asked me … and i did . i did tell you the truth at the time . ” oh god . no . no , no , no , no , no .
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β€œ there’s no spinning it . he’s leaving , i was upset . ” she blinks hard to bring the room back into focus , stumbling closer and taking her forearms . β€œ i am not drunk , i am tipsy . ” potatoes potatoes .
β€œI really don’t want to know how you would spin this.” she’s trying to not show the hurt she feels but it becomes increasingly hard to do so the long she looks at Maeve. β€œAnd you’re drunk.”
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β€œ what’s the matteβ€” ” glancing at the device pressed into her hand , the color drains from her face . β€œ i can explain . ” she really can’t .
β€œno need.” her voice comes out deadly cold, as she stepped closer to place the phone in her hands. β€œI’m going to sleep.”
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β€œ i do . something must be wrong with me , ” chuckling , she flushes pink at the kiss to her cheeks , and makes the mistake of turning too quickly , mouth brushing over astoria’s lightly . β€œ sorry , ” she whispers but she hasn’t pulled β€”
she knows where the sentence was heading, feeling the very same wave of nostalgia that settled in the pit of her stomach. she thinks of all these past months, all the fights, all the heartache and she can almost pretend them away. as if that moment β€”
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she comes back in , smiling drunkenly when she sees her , clearly unaware of whose phone she’s holding . β€œ came to join me ? i’ll get you a glass . ”
she didn’t mean to, truly. But the sound of a new notification coming in caught her attention and before she knew it, she had been reading the entire text thread and something inside her just shatters. . .
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all of the alcohol in her system calls for a bathroom break , and she leaves her phone unattended on the sofa , the chat thread with theo still open .
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i don’t know whether i wanted it or whether it just felt like the right thing to do .
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