Idc where you fall on the political spectrum theres no way anyone could look me straight in the face and tell me honestly this app did change so bad for non paid subscribers and it is so bad. People literally turn to ghost by the algorithm. I hate paying but I did join this app to engage with people and I need that due to not having irl friends. Its really fucked up how bad it did that.
If im not feeling better by tomorrow im gonna just go to the hospital and make them give me fluids. Ive been trying so hard to get rehydrated but God. I feel like shit. Im so mad at myself for letting it get this bad. The brain fuzz in the worst part. But ive been sipping and have been putting my water on my phone so I remember to drink it everytime I pick it up and down. Also put it right in front of me to.
I still get upset when I think about that. Ill tell yall what it was. It was my chin something I was already SUPER sensitive about like SUPER because ugh hard to talk about the kids called me crimson chin like it was so bad I got suicidal about it from the bullying. And that asshole dated me for a couple months then broke up with me bc he couldn't get over my chin. Ugh. Sometimes I really hate people lol. I know this sounds so silly but that nickname and people saying mean things about it cut so deep especially as a young lady.
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I wont hate to defend him god what she did was so cruel! I had someone break up with me over something they found wrong with my face one time and told me that. I would still slash his tires if I saw him. She really needs to work on herself. And also a lesson on fuck those "im not mean im honest" people.
I hate my curiosity. I click on one bait post to read the comments and my algorithm is all messed up again. My bad everyone. Ill work on not falling for the bait but damn its so hard its so easy to get worked up over those posts the people who do it are evil geniuses.
Venting. Omg I really need help setting my PlayStation horizontally with the lil stand and these videos keep saying you're supposed to see these symbols but my PlayStation doesn't have those symbols. I just don't understand why it's so complicated of course I don't have the user guide it's just frustrating bc my PlayStation keeps getting too hot it's driving me nuts. I spent all this money on it like a shit ton. It was actually my bday present. But my husband had to work so many hours for that money. I have to worry about it overheating it's just bs im sick of expensive items being made with problems like that LESS THAN A YEAR. Im over this shitty quality of stuff lately.
I hate when I know I'm dehydrated and I need to drink some water but I keep getting distracted on my way to drink the water and I get even more dehydrated ADHD it's a b****. I have to work on not getting sidetracked one day I almost fainted it was so scary.
Organizing my daughters way to large clothing collection in a tiny cloest is one of the hardest things ive tried to do lol. Ive went through all her clothes she still has so many and tried a million different ways to make it not a pile of slop while getting stuff in an out feels impossible
I really wanna give my scooby dooby a bath but hes so ancient now and gets around so well its a miracle. like I was preparing myself 2 years ago because I knew he was getting to that age. Now im scared if I give him a bath it will cause a downward spiral. He's always been naturally shaky and cold. But he really needs a bath. He got in a fight with a plate of spaghetti while sneaking on my daughters side table and it got all over him but he was happy to have spaghetti lol.
I hate when I take the bait on this site but I literally cant stand how meaningless serious words that had huge impact when I heard them thrown around like the word like. Its not okay and needs to be pushed back on.
Every fucking time people do this you are helping actual pedophiles and sickos. Its literally like the word nazi I use to like sit up and take what was being said about someone so seriously because it was a serious word. But now its its like oh do you mean an actual white supremacist or an independent who just happens to be for free speech (dont act like it doesn't happen it does).
But seriously I literally couldn't take working in fast food or with the public it made me so cynical and I really started hating other humans. I didn't like that at all. I started it when I was 14 and quit when I was 26. I still have nightmares about cook out. I swear lol
Just got the best news last night!!! I am literally so excited for what im gonna be working on also with a YouTuber and good friend on something special! God I am literally so excited I hope everything works out! Im gonna wait for them to say more but I have been feeling so excited with the work ive been doing like this outside of homemaking (sounds old fashioned lol) but besides that every other project or regular job i was absolutely miserable one reason I just decided to put my energy into caring for the family and house. Now that my daughter is older and the house and pets aren't taking as much I am ready to do something else meaningful (for me).
Finally working on my kitchen GOD ITS SO FUN AND HARD! I dont wanna say how long it took me to do just the counter. Lol I know the knobs aren't lined up I need to go fix it. That back area where its out of line im just gonna place something (🤫). I thought snap would make it perfect but it still wont line all the way right sometimes lol. But its Finally coming together. @Beefy_5layer and @toskvision videos are helping. I will get to their level one day! Thanks for your guys help seriously!
@Abband0n for the cabinet tops do you think i should do the wood or something else?
Auto isnt the best went in the opposite direction this time lmao ill figure it out one day. Anyway my favorite #NoMansSky outfits!
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