finding out ur not ur favorite person's favorite person

when my social battery runs out and suddenly i can feel every thread in my clothes and every hair touching my neck

when i accidentally tell someone too much about myself and realize i can never take it back

i feel bad for whoever has to witness me after ive socialized beyond my limits

flirt like a women go

i think im more attracted to seeing how much someone wants me than the actual sex itself

i wake up every day and have to deal with being me

at least once a day i remember im a person and get annoyed

a chronic procrastinator with an obsession with reaching their full potential

the one thing i find weirdly attractive in people is when they’re genuinely not a horrible person. HELLOOOOO?????

I feel #disconnected #detached #lonely #unsupported #invisible #depressed #hopeless

hi

yo u have to put anyone in their place when they insist they know u better than u know urself

currently #overthinking against my will

there are things i thought were normal parts of growing up that i only realized were actually fucked up when i started telling stories & people looked at me like “wait, they did WHAT??” and honestly thats such a strange way to discover ur childhood

i could let things go but who am i supposed to be when im no longer angry about everything that made me this way