That moment when you start losing "the sparks" in your life, and all the things you do is only trying to escape the endless boring routine everyday. But whenever you got a chance to do something you once loved, your body no longer able to keep up and forces you to sleep.

For someone who force an artist to draw nsfw, here's my take : "What works for you, doesn't mean it work for others." While I agree it provides greater income and forces you to learn faster, there are lots of artist who still failed even after drawing nsfw. Passion comes first.

Sadly, time is irreversible So, don't make so many mistakes

I tried...