NEIDHARDT 🖤❤️

*breathes* I genuinely don't even know where to begin when it comes to Hina. Sometimes I feel like no matter how many words I write, it'll never be enough to explain just how much she means to me. The entire reason I even started playing Blue Archive was because of her. I remember making a stupid little bet with myself if she came home in ten pulls I lock in with the game and she came in my first pull and it was swimsuit hina haha looking back now it almost felt like fate. I think what pulled me over was her memorial lobby. She looks out at the sea and wonders why people find it beautiful cause to her the ocean is empty and frightening. A place where you're surrounded by nothing, she probably deep down feels like that, very lonely, but then she says that because Sensei is there with her, it doesn't feel so lonely anymore. She never thought the sea could be beautiful when shared with someone precious and that scene, the way she sits quietly, lost in thoughts, occasionally glances back at us to make sure we are okay. Man. I realised how precious she actually is, shes always burdened by a lot of responsibilities and expectations and people all depend on her as the pillar of gehenna constantly solving problems, and cleaning up after messes and she become so accustomed to doing all of these she forgot how to rest or relax because relaxing for her means neglecting her duties = failure = gehenna gonna go down and even at rest she still think about work because of her strong sense of responsibily like shes constantly babysitting the entire academy while doing paperwork and dealing with political issue like eden treaty and shes not even part of the student council. In her original momotalk shes covered with so much paperwork only truly with us she could let her guard down and how much comfort we actually provide her. Even herself was suprised at how much ease we are when we're together. The fact that we told Hina she is great the way she is and her reaction was just "how can sensei be so considerate" just shows how much love she did not receive all her life. In her dress event, she tried her best to play the piano and she was really bad at it, but just so that she could play a song just for you, she tried so hard and push herself for you. So I want to see her happy I wanna spoil her, give her the full treatment, listen to her needs, take care of her health, make sure she gets all the love and hug in the world because she deserve it so so much. I think the reason why i love her so much is how much I want her to be happy and I think that explains itself. Hiniature loveee