SmallSuzume🏛#Unity4All♥️

And just like that...15 years together are over. 💔 I was born to survive the worst of the worst and transform myself into something stronger and better. The transformation is never easy, but it is necessary. The beginning is the end and the end is the beginning...right? 🥹 No wonder I chose to a small sparrow, it makes so much sense now... --------- I think the most painful part when a chapter of life closes is when they don't understand why you left...when they say they want the "old" you back. I know her, she's the one who still could fake a smile, the one who bottled up pain because it never helped to bring it up, the one who said yes to their every dream and desire and stayed quiet when they said no to hers, the one who smiles while taking the blame for nothing to do with them, the one who shoulders their guilt for their failures. Then one who still holds them up when they tear her down... supresses who she is. It happens without notice, she becomes so small, she spend all of her time buried in her phone, hood covering her face, hiding the pain she wears every minute and every day, she can only give one word answers because she can only muster to hide the pain in her voice one word at a time. She hides...she doesn't want to be around anybody. The mask she wears in front of everyone has become just too damn heavy to lift any more. She does her best to not let out all of that pain and hurt she's swallowed down until shes so full, the lump never leaves her throat. Its hurts so much to never have relief. And still...she sits in silence, struggling to breathe...she shrinks because of the weight she let them place on her shoulders...and then they want to know why she's so small...after years of molding herself into the instructions they've given to her to fit into their world, they'll still ask, where did the "old" you go? She died. She wilted and died. Let her go.❤️