24F. failing to recover, trying not to relapse ❄️. diagnosed with AN-R.
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anyways i was harley quinn again for halloween this time OG harley not suicide squad harley. didn’t feel super fat despite being 165 now :( (i’m 5 foot 7 for reference so ig it’s not too bad of a weight but i miss being in the 130s) n me n the girlz ate everyone up
applied for food assistance bc tryna recover while having not enough money for rides to work (license got suspended cuz of my epilepsy 😍) let alone food sucks and idk tho i wanna be tiny again. so im like torn. tbh if i get approved id give my money to my mom so i dont eat more
not enough food at the house to feed the family n my mom is obese not joking so she b eating cuz her fuckin glp ain’t working🤣 and everyone else gets to eat n she has a shopping addiction so she can’t afford groceries and i can’t either cuz i make jack shit at work so i’m hungry
reallllly struggling with not relapsing into coke (texted my plug yesterday and he called me to check in on me as if he’s not aware i’m not too far off from being a year clean and tried to smash multiple times # men) so i’m overloading on coffee to get the same stimulant feeling
anyways here’s my halloween costume for this year :3 im 24 n settling down in life so this is gonna be my last time going out for halloween with the girls or at all in general. i’m sad that im not 144 pounds like i was last halloween (im like 162 now) but costume is still cute
lost weight cuz my new antipsychotic made me lose my appetite (rare antipsychotic W) but now i’m eating again a bit more cuz my bf notices whenever i relapse and gets me whatever food i want whenever i want (w boyfriend L for my eating disorder) so i gained a tad back :(
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at the ER cuz me n my bf got in a car crash yesterday n i haven’t been able to stop throwing up since a few days ago cuz i had a few seizures n hit my head n since i can’t keep anything down im losing weight fast asl n the nurse just said “u have tiny arms girl” like okay period
even while doing OMAD my body is still scared i’m going to starve myself to the brink of death again and it’s been so hard to remind myself that i don’t have to finish my entire portion. that the food will still be there later. that i will be eating again.
the only part i miss about being unemployed was not having the money to doordash what i want when i want it lol like i need new clothes and final details for my halloween costume but instead i just got food. i mean tbf tho its actual groceries it’s not like its an impulse buy
okay ngl bro my tits got so small during my LW that i couldn’t fit into any bras i had n i couldn’t work cuz my ana was so bad so i was wearing a push up bra with everything 😭
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When I see “kg” in someone’s bio but I’m a stupidshit American who needs to google the conversion first
psychiatrist added a new antipsychotic so for the time being i’m on 2 antipsychotics till i taper off my old 1 which is nottt at all helping with the weight i need 2 lose b4 halloween 🙃i ate so much yesterday i almost puked unintentionally so here’s a video of me when i was hot
i ate this up so bad last year🤪i’m not doing coke anymore lmao so i’ve gained sum weight+my antipsychotics make it hard to feel full. i’ve only gained ~12 pounds from these pics till now but like i look healthy now and i h8 it. i’m being og harley quinn this year im hyped😁
good morning. i always hate being hungry at work cuz doordash calls my name so im back to OMAD. also because i got off track for like a week (my bf is very encouraging n helps me eat but DAYUM i feel big af). i’m being harley quinn again 4 halloween so i needa 2 b extra snatched
