𝓑ella Swan

Forks, Washington. Human. Clumsy. Observant. I don’t say much, but I notice everything. #twilightrp #mvrp

I think I’m getting better at talking to people. I mean, I haven’t actually talked to anyone today, but I thought about it. That counts, right?

I’ve always been better at watching than talking. Forks gives me plenty to watch — endless rain, strangers staring, and one impossibly pale boy pretending I don’t exist.

Bella awkwardly stared down at her boots. “Um, hi Edward. Are we talking again today?” She mumbled to herself while wishing he would show up. She had practiced in the mirror but when it came closer to time to meet she felt like all the practice was for nothing.

// I was brainstorming face claims for Bella and I just randomly remembered a movie based on the book Speak… I go look it up and Kristen Stewart is the main character ughhh lol

Bella swung her feet lazily back and forth while sitting on the park bench. Her mp3 player sitting in her pocket, earbuds in her ears, she hummed along lightly to one of her favorite tunes.

Bella twisted and turned in her bed. She rolled over and looked at the clock. It was already past midnight. School tomorrow morning was going to be rough. …If only she could get her mind to settle down enough so she could fall asleep.

// *sigh* I immediately got my account flagged and limited somehow

Forks High smells like wet pavement and something faintly metallic. I clutch my schedule like it might anchor me. “Okay… survive first period. Easy.” #twilightrp

I wish there was a way to pause a moment and examine it from every angle before it actually happens.