ValidityXP | VTuber | VGenerates CEO 🇵🇷🐺

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING: Hey guys. I’ve kept most of my personal life private for a long time, but I want to give a little insight into why I’ve been away and why streams have been so inconsistent. I was married for almost four years. I’m currently separated and in the process of divorce, and I recently had to move out with Ringo. Between working, moving, rebuilding my life, and trying to stay afloat emotionally, streaming has had to take a backseat. For the last two years, I’ve been quietly carrying pain from something that happened in my marriage. One month before our wedding, my husband sexually assaulted me. I was never the same after that. What broke me even more was what happened afterward. There was no real repair. No real accountability. No healing together. I begged for couples therapy. I begged for him to get help. I begged for us to address what happened instead of burying it. But it was swept under the rug, and I was left alone with it. For those who didn’t know, I was in an open relationship during the time I was streaming. In that season, I was lucky enough to meet someone who treated me with a kind of care, softness, and consideration I had been missing for a long time. That experience opened my eyes to what love and connection could feel like. It helped me realize that I didn’t have to keep accepting a relationship where I felt unseen, unsafe, and emotionally alone. So a few months ago, when I stepped away on hiatus, I did the scariest thing I’ve ever done: I told my husband I wanted a divorce. I’m now in one of the most uncertain and difficult chapters of my life. I’m scared. I’m rebuilding from scratch. I don’t know exactly what comes next. But I do know this, I would rather face the unknown than stay in a home with someone who was supposed to protect me, but instead made me feel like I was nothing more than another piece of furniture in his life. I’m sharing this not for pity, but because I don’t want to keep carrying it silently anymore. I’m trying to choose myself, my safety, my healing, and a future where I don’t have to shrink to survive. Thank you to everyone who has been patient with me, checked in on me, supported the streams when I could show up, and given me grace while I figure out how to be okay again. -Val 🐺

Did some pottery painting today and did a little SKZOO spaceship ☺️

Thank you @PlanetFitness for allowing me to be the gym DJ and make everyone in the gym become a STAY for the day @Stray_Kids 💪💪

Another year older today 🎉🥳🎂

There is nothing worse than taking a shower getting all clean. You dry off. And then your body is like WE HAVE TO SHIT RIGHT. NOW. 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄

In all my relationships and even in my ex marriage. No one has ever said anything like this to me. Sometimes I wonder if anyone ever will and actually mean it

I just experienced my first PTSD induced anxiety attack while at work, and that was awful. Does anyone have any tips for when you're out and about and living life and your PTSD just hits you like a truck?

Got a new tattoo to remind myself to keep going and that there much more to my story left to write

What is wrong with people??? I had a man non consensually grope my thigh sexually on a first coffee date 2 nights ago... And today while working publicly in a retail store a man very loudly told me he was going to spank me... Wtf 🫪

Life update: Me and Ringo found an apartment and are moving in just a week or so! Full time job has me busy busy and so it's been rough trying to find time to stream. But hopefully after moving I can get back to it little at a time

And I'll do it again

Man I sure love when someone uses sex and your body to determine if they're ready for a relationship or not, and then they tell you they were gambling on it after you have sex

ANIME PROTAG IN L4D2 🥺👉👈 #videogames #left4dead2 #anime #horror #vtuber

-HIATUS ANNOUNCEMENT- I hope you all have been well. Unfortunately I have some bad news. As some of you know I haven't streamed for 2 weeks. I'm trying to get my personal life figured out and it has required me to seek employment because content creation just isn't enough anymore to pay the bills. It makes me sad I have to put aside my dream for a short while. I will stream when I can maybe my off days, maybe not. I have accepted a full time position at a local company so I will be very busy irl. I will return at some point I just don't know when. I'm sorry to disappoint you all. If you feel like you need to leave because I am no longer supplying you consistent content to enjoy, I understand, and I appreciate your love and support throughout the years. To those who stay thank you for being patient and kind during this very uncertain and tough time in my life. I will be posting consistently here on X, TikTok, and YouTube Shorts See you soon -Val ♥️

Soooooo anyone need a sugar baby to feed her fictional husband addiction?

Francis....you have something you want to say? 🫠 #left4dead2 #horror #videogames #vtuber

Low-key kinda feelin myself today