The more I read and listen to what wasians talk about the more I genuinely believe they think of full Asians and full POC as the enemy. Like they genuinely believe that monoracial POC are jealous evil Nazis who hate them for being half white
some of the worst racists against Asians I know were these ugly nerds who could only get Asian women. Which is why it's so strange that these hapas get so offended when you question why it's so common. My guess is that hapas are just trying to protect their ATM dads.
Just saw this guy randomly cause I'm on a Dutch VPN, looked him up, still keeps his surname after all these years, who knows what percent Chinese he is
I've been dwelling on this theory that peoples' entire lives are shaped around their formative years (like 5-14) and I genuinely think it's true.
I remember two incidents from my adolescence now, these kids tried bullying me in middle school, one of them was like cartoonishly small (I must've been like 5'7" at that age or so but he was tiny), so I didn't even think about it, and then one day in the basement near shop class he tried some shit so I just pinned him up against the wall by his neck and just had lifted him completely off the ground, and then when I saw how helpless he was I just immediately felt bad for him and let him go and asking him if he was okay and he still tried to keep up the tough guy act. I remember distinctly before that being like "dude why are you trying this, you're short as hell and ugly" even at that age so I UNDERSTOOD why he was being like that and felt bad for him. I think at that time in school I was already pretty popular with girls
Another incident involves these three white kids we played ball against, they were using the soft-a N-word with each other and I just paused the game and said "stop using that fucking word you're not black" and a fight broke out. I had to have been like 12-13 at that time and I have no idea who taught me that. This was in NYC albeit Queens so fights were relatively common and the cops used to monitor that park so I knew I would get my ass kicked for that
So basically from as early as I can possibly go back I've always been like this with very little room for confusion as to what I felt inside other than briefly going to college at the behest of my white washed Chinese family
how do you become a grown adult and not realize that women are the pursuants and not little dolls in a dollhouse lacking autonomy?
Western Hollywood teaches men that shit is just a fairytale where all you need to do is dress up as your favorite (preferably average looking, i.e., attainable looks level) celebrity in a permanent state of Halloween and you get the girl for saying the right things. Which is understandable because we were raised in a hemisphere of the world where we're taught that the ugly dudes with money are the good guys to marry, no matter how many wars and other heinous shit these guys do for that paper
Even since I was 11-12 I knew women were the ones making the decisions based on my face, but then again these guys never see it so it's like explaining the bottom of the ocean to a mountain goat
If women want to solve toxic masculinity, just culturally push for the normalization of women caring about men's looks. end of story
I talk about love a lot but I'm not a kumbaya type where I think love is love and love makes the world go round. Actual unconditional love is reserved for a tiny percent of pretty boys, I know this because I've never once lifted a finger for women despite being incredibly unmotivated in life and in a permanent state of mental flux. I have a female friend do a complete 180 within the space of 2 months, from whining about her old boyfriend to telling me how much she loves her new man and it's clear it's just because the new guy has cheekbones. This same Asian guy has had a constant deluge of Asian women chasing him his entire life despite being kind of a loser, just non-stop since childhood. Guy is in and out of depressive states, etc. Then you have on the other hand successful guys getting nothing. Life is unfair as hell like that. This is 100% the reason why the world is a mess, because 90% of men are invisible to women and have to embrace toxic masculinity to validate their painful existence
A lot of self hating POC have childhood / adolescent trauma from bullying from their own ethnic groups for not fitting behavioral or beauty norms and thus they develop almost parasocial obsession with white "wholesome" people who they feel are less judgmental and less "superficial" than POC, because the fakeness of white "culture" is less intimidating than the so called "code switching" and "keep it real" culture of non whites
Let's be real
Literally shame on the "Wasian" community. You all know that there are half Asians born to racist as hell white guys and self hating Asian moms but you don't care, you were all so desperate to finally feel "American" and "beautiful" that you shouted down the voices of half Asians with real reason to complain

