Ellie ୨ᰔ୧

✨️: me when I wanna get angsty on here...

✨️: the fact Ilya will try his hardest to stop Elmira from becoming depressed and with low self-worthy, to heal her, without knowing it's "too late". He makes her feel so safe she finally is able to show and feel all her emotions and let her fight/flight/freeze response +

lets dance the macarena over my problems

head hurts. . :(

Getting ready for the Young Creatives medley was a slow, tedious process. She had to make sure her set pieces were correct, that all her needed bits and pieces were by her vanity. It was a lot. So the visit, even if unexpected, by Luca, +

loved ones come see her performance; literally pouring pain and her heart out into her movements. Her arms open to the flowers, but she is open to crush them a little for hugs from them. "Thank you. . Sorry for squeamish hug, I am very warm. ."

P - PRETTY I - INTELLIGENT N - NEVER SAD (?) K- KEWL 🩷

late night dinner [ with a few drinks ] 😘

running up to his car to meet him when he arrives ❤︎⁠ !!