Nowdays i never assume the better, i know things will get worse everytime, rn i feel like im doing things wrong because of it, but if i dont assume this, things gets even more problematic cause i wasn't prepared to it, how im suposed to enjoy anything like this?
Why my brain be like this, one thing pops on my day heart races and head goes a million a hour, theres a constant fear lurking around, its never peaceful, things are never simple or fun to deal with, its always a twisted almagamation of problems that escalate into a twisted worse
Edit of a friends picture for fun at work, since theres nothing to do. He said "imagine if Foley comes out of the fog in this photo".
Photo by Galiad.
Its so fucking hard balancing life stuff/diet/work/gym/hobbies/house maintance.
Theres never time for anything if i don't neglet one of those.
Its maddening.
Working with adobe is stressful, the only reason i still use premiere its because of the workflow on the studio. I have 36 formats to do in a job and it keeps shitting itself, bugging, unlinking stuff, having artefacts on render. Deadline never changes, just like Premiere bs.
Pic edit by H1P3RF0X from telegram, Vrchat night #LethaICompany
Such a awesome night in vrchat, chill and funny. Party night with @VRfurries













