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Joined November 2025
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oh my god im trying so hard rn jesus crhist
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my personal ocd moodboard
Having horrible horrible horrible OCD the last 24 hours. Horrible. Here's my moodboard
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im actually going to fucking snap my neck
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DOWNPLAYING IT AGAIN
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fuck fof lmao oh my fucking god
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im not talking to ur for ur sake because i would be coaxing u into forming a detailed plan of ur own suicide rn, you told me too much do you know how easy it would be?
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Thus, Shariputra, all dharmas are emptiness. There are no characteristics. There is no birth and no cessation. There is no impurity and no purity. There is no decrease and no increase.
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namo amitabha
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nihon desu ga kys
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i just hate that IT NEVER FEELS REAL i can understand and appreciateit but thatsw all provisional when i'm never gonig to FEEL wanted in my life ever i am always here just to serve others i am not going to feel anythingh shown back to me ever even if u try sry its broken instantl
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Same shit as alst times ggs
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Genuienly what the fuck am i doing
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What's the point of being vulnerable to anyone if i'm never going to feel security in it i fucking hate my life i hate that i cant talk to ppl like a normal person why does it feel like im never taken seriously
Just constantly fucking giving away all of my time and energy to people that barely know me WTF is me LITTRLY SPEND 30 MINS STRAIGHT ON RANDOM POST and being by myself is so fucking terrifying
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Just constantly fucking giving away all of my time and energy to people that barely know me WTF is me LITTRLY SPEND 30 MINS STRAIGHT ON RANDOM POST and being by myself is so fucking terrifying
Im legitamtely going to kill myself what the fuck is the point of talking to anyone if i'm never going to feel wanted or appreciated no matter wht i do im constnatly chasing fucking illusions its the same shit happening evry fucking time
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"mommy's gonna lay you in a pit of dirty needles okay? 🥹"
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Im legitamtely going to kill myself what the fuck is the point of talking to anyone if i'm never going to feel wanted or appreciated no matter wht i do im constnatly chasing fucking illusions its the same shit happening evry fucking time
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OH my fucking god
I have the urge to IV something really badly
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I have the urge to IV something really badly
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It's really scary, i haven't felt this way in years so i don't know what to do
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