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𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝒔𝒑𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 ;
a literate && descriptive
portrayal of charlie spring
made for the heartstopper
verse. ships based on chem.
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he didn’t like asking him to look away but.. maybe one day he’ll have the confidence to let him look.
after a couple minutes he finishes changing, “all done”
he nods. “yeah, i’d like that” he says softly, leaning up and kissing him a couple more times before he got up so he could go over to nick’s closet.
he picks out a hoodie and sweatpants and turns to him. “uhm.. can you turn around?” he hated how insecure he still was
he shook his head. “you being here is more than enough” he clings onto him more. he never wanted to let go. he just always felt so calm and safe with nick
he gently rests his forehead against his, snuggling up even closer to him. “i love you so much” he says softly, pressing a gentle kiss to his lips.
“i don’t deserve you..” he says softly, snuggling up to him. he lifts his head a little so he could look up at him. he sniffles, “i really don’t think i would’ve been able to cope with all of this without you” which thinking about scares him +
he settled himself comfortably on his boyfriends lap, wrapping his arms around him. “i’m sorry..” he says again, hating how he always seems to go to him whenever he felt this way. he felt like he bothered him with all his problems. nick probably +
“okay” his voice broke which only showed how bad it truly was. and it was only getting worse.
he clung onto him tighter. “can i please stay here tonight?”
he immediately clung onto him, burying his head into his shoulder as tears ran down his cheeks. “i’m sorry” he sobbed into his shoulder. he didn’t even do anything, yet he was sorry. he felt like he was being such a burden and he hated it. it only made +
charlie didn’t like talking about his feelings. he didn’t like making nick worry about him but maybe by not talking to him he was only making him worry more, as well as making his own problems worse by not talking about them.
that night he had a bad argument +
@aberrantrunner
things had been different lately. not so much with nick, but charlie. nick had noticed little changes in his behavior, but never mentioned too much about it, feeling like charlie wouldn't like that much.
that didn't mean, however, that he didn't worry. he --
