people keep saying to me she’s still with me, she’s at home, her love is with me always. & I feel like there’s something wrong me because I can’t feel her. i just feel a terrible absence. maybe because of the circumstances & waiting for the review but I don’t know. I’m just empty
the memory of her brings me no comfort, I just feel sad and angry and confused and shocked. i gave her the best last day I could and took photos of her and us together and videos of her enjoying ice cream and I can’t even look at them without feeling sick
mind u, this was my girl cat approximately 4 hours after she arrived as an abandoned and frightened senior foster
she still has to take the steroids bc they need any inflammation to go down, and they went down deep into her ear today to get some bloody gunk out to check if it’s infected. but yeah she’s likely going to be referred to a specialist hosp for scoping
