jungsu, my love is like diarrhea. it can't stop, it keeps coming
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Hello Villains, This is Gun-il
I think this will probably be my last greeting to you as a member of Xdinary Heroes.
I really wanted to remain Xdinary Heroes until the very end, and I wanted to protect the six-member Xdinary Heroes. But as you all know, I had no choice but to accept the company’s decision
Even now, it still doesn’t feel real to me.
There are so many things I want to say to Villains. I still don’t know where or how to begin. But now that I am no longer a member of Xdinary Heroes, I don’t want to hide the truth or make excuses with lies just to protect myself. I believe there are things that I need to tell you myself, which is why I am writing this.
First of all, the person who wrote the post that started all of this was someone I met through an acquaintance and we dated for about two weeks.
At the time, I was mentally very exhausted because of the malicious comments and false rumors about me that had been going on for some time, as well as the various concerns I had about XDIZ’s music and performances. Rather than burdening the people close to me by opening up about how I was feeling, I was at a point where it felt easier to vent my frustrations to a stranger who didn’t really know me.
The person who made the inappropriate remarks about fans in the phone recording that was made public to Villains was indeed me. Regardless of the reason, the fact that I said those things does not change. I sincerely apologize to everyone who was disappointed and hurt by what I said.
However, I want to honestly explain what kind of situation and emotional state I was in at the time and who those words were directed toward.
Earlier this year, sasaeng fans broke into our dorm, and they even put a tracking device on my personal vehicle and followed me around. After experiencing things like that, I developed a lot of fear and resentment toward certain malicious fans, and I went through a very difficult time emotionally.
But because I was the leader and also the oldest hyung, I couldn’t easily talk about my fears or anxiety. I tried my best to control my emotions and carry on.
Then, in June of this year, I prepared for the Inspire Arena concert with the members, wanting to give Villains the absolute best performance we could. We prepared incredibly hard, and after finishing the first day’s performance, I checked social media with excitement and anticipation.
Of course, no performance can ever be perfect, and I believe we need to acknowledge our shortcomings and continue improving. However, that day, I saw a lot of malicious posts that went beyond criticism or opinions about the performance, things that were difficult for us to understand.
Because it was a performance I had prepared with all my heart, I think I broke down emotionally a lot when I saw the unexpected criticism and malicious comments.
That said, I didn’t want to cause worry to the company people or the members, so I couldn’t easily open up about my feelings. In the end, I poured out the emotions I had been holding back to someone I had only met not long ago, and in the process, I blurted out expressions that were too strong and wrong without hesitation.
I never thought that conversation would be recorded and made public. However, regardless of whether it was made public, I am fully aware that the very fact that I said such a thing was wrong.
There is only one thing I absolutely want to say.
At the time, the people I was speaking about emotionally were some malicious fans who, hiding behind anonymity, recklessly blamed us and violated our privacy. It was never what I said to all the villains who believed in and supported us.
I believe that because I have tried to show you the image of a diligent and reliable leader, the disappointment and sense of betrayal you may have felt through this matter must have been even greater. I sincerely feel very sorry about that.
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ana 🫀 retweeted
"Should neighborhoods where many foreigners live be officially designated as 'special public-safety zones" [Gunil - opposition]
🐹 Player 45 you keep talking about the future. You mentioned that we need to think about the future generation. Let me briefly share my experience. As a Korean immigrant, I lived in the U.S. for about 10 years. I was a teenager growing up at the time. If suddenly the US government labeled Koreans as people who could potentially commit crimes, and I experienced that kind of racism, I don't think I'll have good feelings about the country I immigrated to. And if you apply that directly to Korea, second and third-generation kids go to school, and their friends say, "Hey, a lot of crimes happen in your group" and treat them like that, saying a lot of crime happens, you wouldn't have good thoughts that way.
🐹 I don't have much time left, so I'll wrap up. Our ultimate goal is a society where we can coexist. But the main causes of crime are not nationality, they're factors like poverty, unemployment, and social alienation. Therefore, I don't thinkk there is a need to designate areas with high concentrations of foreigners as special security zones.
ana 🫀 retweeted
O Gunil (Xdinary Heroes), participante de um programa de debate de questões importantes, foi perguntado se os bairros para estrangeiros na Coreia do Sul deveriam ser designados como “zonas especiais de segurança pública”.
Apesar de ter entregado ótimos argumentos, os jurados votaram na opinião contrária à sua:
“Nosso objetivo final é uma sociedade onde possamos coexistir. Mas as principais causas do crime não são a nacionalidade, são fatores como pobreza, desemprego e alienação social. Portanto, eu não acho que haja necessidade de designar áreas com alta concentração de estrangeiros como zonas especiais de segurança.”
ana 🫀 retweeted
‼️‼️ Gunil do Xdinary Heroes defende os direitos de imigrantes contra a discriminação e perseguição em rede nacional.
Pergunta: Bairros com muitos imigrantes deveriam ser oficialmente marcados como "zonas especiais pra segurança pública"?
Gunil: Deixe-me compartilhar brevemente a minha experiência. Como imigrante coreano, vivi nos Estados Unidos por cerca de 10 anos. Eu era adolescente na época em que crescia lá. Se, de repente, o governo dos EUA rotulasse os coreanos como pessoas que poderiam potencialmente cometer crimes, e eu vivenciasse esse tipo de racismo, acho que não teria bons sentimentos em relação ao país para o qual imigrei.
E, trazendo isso diretamente pra Coreia: crianças de segunda e terceira geração* vão à escola, e seus amigos dizem “ei, muitos crimes acontecem no seu grupo” e passam a tratá-las dessa forma, dizendo que há muita criminalidade. Você não teria uma boa percepção do país assim.
Nosso objetivo final é uma sociedade em que possamos coexistir. As principais causas do crime não são a nacionalidade; são fatores como pobreza, desemprego e exclusão social. Portanto, não acho que haja necessidade de designar áreas com alta concentração de estrangeiros como zonas especiais de segurança.
*Segunda e terceira geração no sentido de crianças de linhagem coreana mas que não são coreanas elas mesmas. É um dos grupos que mais enfrenta discriminação na Coreia do Sul.
gente ele ta muito kenma aq tipo precisei ate comentar na conta publica pq ele ta engualzinhooooo
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ana 🫀 retweeted
#MOOTIE OF THE YEARS
🥇🏆 FIRST PLACE:
@chudoloona / @anadullset
Obrigada ana por ser uma moot incrivel maravilhosa q eu nao demorei mt muito pra escolher um vencedor sabia logo q iria ser você.
