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is this too obviously a bodycheck to post on my ig story #edrtwt

i want to jill myself this took me like two hours to purge and i didn’t even manage it all

b/p today. dunno what my problem is

gonna b/p a pastry and cupcake then go out for a walk #selfcare

wondering if i should see someone about it i’d hate to be hospitalised or something but i do genuinely worry about my heart sometimes

i’m so cold wtf i’ve literally got my hot water bottle without the cover with me on the bus as well as my puffy coat and a hoodie and one glove bc i lost the other 😓

thank god i don’t look like that anymore. #fatspo #comparisonspo

my new favourite

why do my silly unfunny joke posts or my ugly bodychecks always go viral and not when i have a genuine question concerning my health and i’m seeking genuine help or advice #noticing

polish shops are always peak these were only £1.75 each even though they’re US exports😋 i got another punk punch but already drank it bc it’s my fav

i was p7rging in the mcdonald’s toilet but they only had one since they closed the upstairs, so i could only spend about 7 minutes in there, then i went to the nando’s next door to finish bc some woman OPENED THE DOOR ON ME😹 luckily i was just washing my hands but ????

omad but i purged about half my heart does not feel good but i have an ECG tomorrow anyway so we will see what’s going on,, maybe it’s all in my head…

i feel like this is a stupid question but if you reverse dieted for like two years just slowly increasing so you don’t gain any weight, could you realistically train your body to adapt & maintain on like 4K cals or would you just eventually start gaining because of thermodynamics

thinking to b/p a mcdonald’s meal on monday bc i’m fat and i reallyyy want to try these

today’s b/p was just costco bakery stuff we bought yesterday yummyyyyyy the beignets in pic 2 are filled with nutella😻

hey i’m in the bulimia shop

ate 4K cals today out with family, broke my fast at 4:30ish, stopped eating around 7:15 and it’s now 9:30 and i’m about to go purge ik it will make little difference but i don’t like the feeling of a lot of food in my stomach/water weight, especially knowing the cal count 😬🫩