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iโ€™m proud of myself for surviving things i shouldnโ€™t have.
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i will always have nightmares of that day. no matter how much time has passed๏ผŒi will always remember. the nightmares will never allow me to forget. i will never allow myself to forget.
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yawn โ€” good โ€ฆ shit, good evening.
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canโ€™t sleep, headed out for a late night walk.
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woke up to remind you all to not let physical media die
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โ€œthatโ€™s fair..โ€ a shrug, nodding. โ€œid want a pet again, but thatโ€™s probably not a smart decision right now, all things considered.โ€
โ€œmaybe my parents just didnโ€™t trust me with a pet.โ€ after what he did to riley? itโ€™s no wonderโ€ฆ โ€œtwigโ€™s mostly outside. vet and i agreed itโ€™d be better for him. itโ€™s all he knows and, considering my scheduleโ€ฆโ€ trailing off.
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weather reporters get paid to lie and I think thatโ€™s very unfair
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โ€œit was a cheap pet and I donโ€™t do dogs โ€ฆ thought about a cat but never got one.โ€ a small laugh, shrugging. โ€œfish was easy, you donโ€™t have to do much.โ€
โ€œa ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ฉ?โ€ brows furrowing, laughing. โ€œi never understood the whole pet thing in general, but ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ช๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜บ not ๐™›๐™ž๐™จ๐™โ€ฆโ€
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โ€œI love it.โ€ a small laugh, nodding. โ€œthereโ€™s nothing wrong with spoiling a pet. I had a fish a few years ago โ€ฆ spoiled that thing to hell and then it fuckinโ€™ died.โ€
โ€œhe kind of looked like one when i found him. he was also chewing on one, the dumbassโ€ฆโ€ laughing softly. โ€œnow heโ€™s spoiled and iโ€™m not sure where i went wrong in my life to spoil a dog this much.โ€
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โ€œnah, itโ€™s all good donโ€™t worry.โ€ head shaking, sighing. โ€œtwig โ€” thatโ€™s a good name.โ€
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โ€œoh! yes โ€” right, right. i remember.โ€ eyes screwing shut then, sheโ€™s nodding. โ€œthe comparison was funny.โ€
โ€œah, more or less!โ€ taking caution with the subject. heโ€™s more than aware of their first conversation and how ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต went. โ€œthe dog i mentioned in our first meeting. the one i compared you to?โ€ thatโ€™sโ€ฆ one way to jog someoneโ€™s memory.
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โ€œyou have a dog?โ€ laughing softly, brows raising. โ€œsounds like he wants attention.โ€ a small smile โ€ฆ sheโ€™s not much of a dog person โ€ฆ not so great history with them. โ€œi appreciate that โ€” Iโ€™ll keep it in mind too, or try to at least.โ€
โ€œin a way, it makes sense. it takes away the last bit of control you feel you have.โ€ smiling a little. โ€œof course. i hope you know that despite the circumstances, if you just want someone to talk to, you can call. anytime. if i donโ€™t
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โ€œjust hate asking for help, you know? ironic, considering im dying..โ€ a forced laugh that time. โ€œbut thanks for listening and trying to get me in. i appreciate it.โ€
a sigh of their own, nodding, though probably only their dog can see. โ€œthatโ€ฆ would have been ideal. but iโ€™m glad that you called anyway. better late than never, or whatever my mother says.โ€
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โ€œno more pocket food.โ€ laughing again then, sighing. โ€œi probably shouldโ€™ve called sooner, hm? ive been feeling off for a bit.โ€
chuckling softly, putting their phone on the counter and nearly forgetting to put it on speaker. oops? โ€œi think thatโ€™s a great goal. no more pocket food.โ€
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โ€œyeah..โ€ a small sigh, shrugging again. โ€œeither way โ€” the goal is to not eat anymore pocket food, or keep anything else obscure in there.โ€
momentarily pausing everything they were doing, ready to listen, but only to resume back to findingโ€”โ€” oh, there it is! โ€œiโ€ฆ i understand that. at least, in the way i interpreted it.โ€ shaking their head. ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ.
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โ€œI wish I could tell you.โ€ shaking her head, sighing. โ€œmaybe old trauma shit from โ€ฆ yeah. but i just felt like I couldnโ€™t waste it? it was โ€ฆ not enjoyable.โ€
laughing along with her, though nearly dropping their phone in the process of finding out where the hell twigโ€™s food went. โ€œand, uh, what made you think that eating it was a good idea?โ€
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โ€ฆ cereal in my pockets today.
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โ€ฆ made friends with a possum.
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