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i will always have nightmares of that day. no matter how much time has passed๏ผi will always remember. the nightmares will never allow me to forget. i will never allow myself to forget.
โthatโs fair..โ
a shrug, nodding. โid want a pet again, but thatโs probably not a smart decision right now, all things considered.โ
โit was a cheap pet and I donโt do dogs โฆ thought about a cat but never got one.โ
a small laugh, shrugging. โfish was easy, you donโt have to do much.โ
โI love it.โ
a small laugh, nodding. โthereโs nothing wrong with spoiling a pet. I had a fish a few years ago โฆ spoiled that thing to hell and then it fuckinโ died.โ
โoh! yes โ right, right. i remember.โ
eyes screwing shut then, sheโs nodding. โthe comparison was funny.โ
โyou have a dog?โ
laughing softly, brows raising. โsounds like he wants attention.โ a small smile โฆ sheโs not much of a dog person โฆ not so great history with them.
โi appreciate that โ Iโll keep it in mind too, or try to at least.โ
โjust hate asking for help, you know? ironic, considering im dying..โ
a forced laugh that time. โbut thanks for listening and trying to get me in. i appreciate it.โ
โyeah..โ a small sigh, shrugging again. โeither way โ the goal is to not eat anymore pocket food, or keep anything else obscure in there.โ
โI wish I could tell you.โ
shaking her head, sighing. โmaybe old trauma shit from โฆ yeah. but i just felt like I couldnโt waste it? it was โฆ not enjoyable.โ




