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San Diego, CA
Joined April 2009
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I actually hate being off on the weekends. You really can’t do anything or run errands without 10000 people also being outside running errands. 🫩 I rather have my Tuesdays off.
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I never thought I’d be at this place in my life where I don’t smoke cannabis and don’t drink alcohol. I never would’ve thought I’d be able to be this way. 209 days sober. Life is beautiful. ❤️
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I love not having to figure it out...
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the trick is having the courage to live through a chapter you hate without letting it poison your belief in the story. even in the middle of something painful, you can hold onto that deep pull toward what your life could become. so much of life comes down to your ability to keep believing in what you cannot see yet, to keep faith in the story while you’re still living through the parts that make it hard to believe
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This retrograde feels like I love you but I love me more.
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If I’ve come to learn anything very important in my life it is the importance of healing emotionally. The concept of how holding onto the hurt, the sadness, the anger, shame & guilt builds up emotionally and comes out as so much inflammation in the physical body.
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Every pain and every illness we encounter is a physical byproduct of our emotional/mental build up. Every thing. It’s all connected and all healed through the facing of the deep internal landscape. To heal outwardly is to first heal inwardly. ❤️
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Being intensely loving will never be a bad thing for me. I rather love with my whole entire heart & being and feel the vastness of what it is to love fully, than experience some mediocre half-assed bullshit bc I chose to dim myself. I never lose anything by loving hard.
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I am being challenged and stretched beyond what I once thought possible. I feel all of this growth.
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I yearn for an intellectual conversation and then making out.
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Scorpio Venus Rx, everyone’s focused on the relationships containing another person — but what about the greatest relationship of your life: the one you have with yourself?
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It’s so easy to spend all of life chasing an external high, when the greatest high you could ever experience is in the moments you finally recognize the deep love you can have for yourself. There’s nothing better than being able to love yourself deeply; mind, body and soul.
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Honestly, maybe everything in your life is happening that way bc the universe wants you to finally focus on yourself and loving your body, life and mental as much as you love everything outside of you.
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I want passion so intellectually violent even our silence has chemistry.
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single because i’m too beautiful to ever be someone’s gf again. y’all don’t treat beautiful women like people, y’all treat us like objects and trophies.
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Strategic Indifference. I refuse to invest a single second of my focus, attention, time, or energy in anything or anyone who doesn't impact my life or doesn't matter. My attention is my currency, and I am expensive. Just raised my price again.
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Leaning deeply into myself again by respecting my space and energy. Gold doesn’t seek out being found. Diamonds do not seek being unearthed. They live their lives authentically until they’re discovered at the right moment in time.
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u have to intentionally seek joy every day or the pressure of being an adult will suck the life outta u
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