when you realize you’re barely eating, can’t sleep, lost all motivation, and starting to self isolate again

it hurts because i didn’t have anyone that understood me growing up. so when someone shows a little bit of attention, i get attached and always end up getting hurt

forever a “im sorry” type of person because i grew up thinking everything was my fault

i romanticize people who wouldn’t even text me back

maybe one day someone will understand me understand my mind and soul why i feel things so deeply and why i love so hard

do you ever just wanna go home but nowhere feels like home anymore

talking to people my age and perceiving the naivety in their words irritates me. i envy them

every morning i wake up and make the worst possible time management decisions anyone has ever made

do you ever sit with a group of people and not say a single word, just listening to everyone talk while wondering how its so easy for them and so difficult for you

i miss how close we were

hows it possible to be avoidant when nobody wants you