―― 𝖉𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝖈𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝖒𝐞 𝖆𝐜𝐞.ᐟ

︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ 𝙉𝙔𝙈𝙋𝙃, 𝘛𝘏𝘌𝘕 𝘈 𝙑𝙄𝙍𝙂𝙄𝙉.. ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ standing on the porch, holding baby gid. trying so hard not to cry. ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ what if I'm a horrible mum? ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ I don't know about that. ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ i hope I'm a good mum.. ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ that's true.. it'll be so worth it. ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ I'm too young to be pregnant. ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ staring at itself in the mirror, shirt tugged slightly up. it's really starting to show. ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ laying in emmett's bed, it feels sick. ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ setting up mistletoe. it's convinced it's sick, but that won't stop it from wanting a kiss from emmett. ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ i get the kind that smells nice, too. ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ no, emmett. i buy you your conditioner. ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ you're adorable ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ why do you think you always have conditioner, even when you run out? ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ i know. i buy your conditioner for you. ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ your hair is so soft. ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ well, i know that much. back.. back before, sometimes you'd put your head in my lap, and I'd just talk, 'til you fall asleep. ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ i talk too much, em. ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ i don't wanna overwhelm you. ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ I don't wanna talk too much, and overwhelm you.. ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ .. sorry. I'll stop. I'll be quiet. ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀