catfrog

therapist thinks i have cptsd but i think she has stupid bitch disease

shadow work more like SADow work haha

thinking about the game of rock paper scissors between profilicity, authenticity, sincerity

thinking about how much possibility and endless wonder this world is teeming with, and how much pain and suffering.

thinking about how you could walk around in this world with your heart breaking open all the time.

thinking about the amount of work real joy takes.

my shadow is hypersexual i think

think think think, that's all you do, someone once told me. she was very right.

What was once an inner work account has become no longer. Burn it to the ground or bury it in the earth. Release it to the wind or plunge it into the sea. I am normal, God, do you hear me?

Thinking about all the ways I haven't grown up, and what I'd like to keep.

If I want it so badly, why am I so afraid of it?

the key to overcoming your vices is by suppressing them with willpower 100% of the time even when you're asleep - catfrog2000

I have no idea how I used to listen to so many different kinds of songs in a row. Way too fast energetically

Thinking about how engagement with different interests and communities can function as portals to alternate realities, based on what’s cared about different, almost siloed worlds Politics Sports Many things like this Maybe it’s all like this

Thinking about the limits of how Uninvolved I can get

Thinking about Not Getting Involved

I have never and will never be “stealing” glances. I always pay fair market price.