lynn ❤︎

#edtwt ⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹ 9teen, high sw & cw, child ed student, daycare worker, black/white mixed, wlw ❤︎ dogs, books, froyo, acai bowls, kpop, candles, flowers, films, sitcoms, pink, peppermint tea, gossip girl, games, musicals, video essays, deer

it’d likely be hell but its cute in my head

sometimes i fantasize about having a irl disordered bestfriend is that fucked up

happily hung out with friends today which resulted in me being fat so no weigh in tmr

my hunger is a good thing my hunger is a good thing my hunger is a good thing

pigs in a blanket

and if i said im about to jump.. ?

my body, my sexuality, my race, my religion, my mental health, my face, my gender, my voice, my fashion, my personality, my humor, my interests, my family, my friends, just everything about my existence leaves me a lingering discomfort i can’t shake

i wonder if i’ll ever be fully comfortable with any aspect of my identity

i can’t believe i’ll never truly have the body i desire since i started at such a high weight

my dream vibe

shes perfect im sick

i dont deserve anything good until im skinny

my new spos

i lied i forgot me and my friends are hanging out tmr to see a movie but . ok lol maybe i’ll omad diet coke & small popcorn

this is so concerning what

either fasting today or having a 500c limit we’ll see !

gained weight but ive been so busy socially so im just blaming it on that and locking back in since i have no hangouts for a bit

woke up overly tired and hungry