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They/them | submerged in fear and madness

Joined April 2023
أعطني الناي وغنّى
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Every time someone mentions my future or try to discuss my plans, I find their words are absurd because I think I am already living the future and I can tell there is no hope for me to change or to accomplish anything.
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I cannot think of a way out of this loop. Everything I do sounds so incomplete and noisy, there is unpleasant echo in every step I take demanding me to get back, criticises and ridicules my efforts.
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I just want a nice live where I am able to express myself with no fear or without thinking of anyone’s opinion about me. I do not want to feel like I am performing to some ghosts only exist inside my head just because this how I grew up. I truly hate how fucked up my brain is.
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i hate how incredibly meaningless my existence is
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Feeling exactly like this right now and I do not know how to get rid of this feeling
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Such a lovely voice, so heartfelt. 🤍🤍
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I hope everyone is learning Arabic.
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there’s a certain violence in knowing yourself.
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not the person i want to be yet but far from the person i was
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First thing I did this morning was curse those who were in my dream
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I am no better than a horse
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Moodboard of whatever is wrong with me
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the way he approaches people without knowing whether they'll be kind or not is breaking my heart. he deserves a lifetime of love, not a few seconds from strangers
A homeless dog gently asking a traveler for affection 🥹🥰
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even the desire to be loved eventually fades
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accepting the fact that you're genuinely weird and off-putting
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sorry hj serei mr hetero mas esse cabelo da lily é babado coisa mais linda nao é atoa q a dani postou isso
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