this halloween, i was placed on a wait list for an ed treatment program for the first time
before i went to my psych appointment to ask abt it, i went by my favourite cafe with a courtyard to check if their brownies were still sold out
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being self aware while mentally ill is literally the worst like wow i get to watch myself spiral while i understand fully how fucking insane i am
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βai is going to replace youβ id like to see ai have an ed and recover and relapse and recover and relapse and recover and relapse and-
donβt know how to thank everybody without sounding repetitive so i will say here, thank you for making me want to be less hard on myself. if i reach a point where i restore myself to how i felt back when these were taken, know that you all have made it less of a struggle
this brings me more pride than any interview iβve landed or exam iβve passed or song iβve learned. i am unimaginably touched to read this. i wish the best on your path as well βΉπΉ
so glad i stopped tracking cals bc before if i wanted to eat leftover batter, iβd have to conduct middle school algebra to figure out the exact ratio from the recipe and log it π
freehanded the ingredients and made the perfect amount. this is better than any orgasm iβve ever been given
really itβs the only way to be!! i canβt possible fathom how some people want to see others progress their suffering? ik most of the time theyβre either too young/inexperienced to understand the repercussions but for those who do, what could they possibly be gaining??
not necessarily dark chocolate but i ADORE sweet potatoes in chocolaty brownies. it sounds odd but when you think abt it, theyβre the perfect sweet and nutritious base for bitter rich desserts
nutrient dense and fibre rich cheesecake brownies
ingredients in alt, recipe in replies
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ALT brownie batter: 250g medjoul dates 100ml milk of choice (i used oat milk) 1* 5g vanilla extract 180g baked sweet potato (medium-small size) 100g canned pumpkin 100g eggs whites 1 medium egg 20g nut butter of choice (i used almond butter) 2* 45g rolled oats 10g protein crisps or powder (i used milk protein crisp) 3* 50ml protein chocolate milk (i used fairlife core power) 5g baking powder 40g cocoa powder pinch of salt 15g dark chocolate chips 4* cheesecake: 90g room temp light cream cheese 5* 30g egg whites substitutes* 1* sub milk and dates with 250g of maple syrup or honey 2* coconut/vegetable oil 3* more oats or nuts 4* chopped baking chocolate 5* 50/50 light cream cheese and cottage cheese for higher protein content
good morning lovelies β. π€ έ Ω
today iβm going to attempt baking after a couple months of only bothering to make myself homogeneous nutrient slop. canβt guarantee iβll follow through but i bought dates which is the main ingredient of my favourite brownies!!






























