quitting weed. i smoked for almost 20 years, & i literally work for a weed company. i always smoke when i type. i convinced myself i couldn’t make art otherwise. but that’s not true. i saw my mom struggling to breathe. on oxygen, wheezing in her sleep. & i was like what am i doing to myself. focused on getting healthier & trying to be a better version of myself. the last toad i made sober, a new chapter begins