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WHAT.
i’ve been making jokes about this for years, like ill do something embarrassing and say “oh god yeah that’s gonna be a reoccurring memory lol” and everyone just stared at me like i had 2 heads (which made it even more embarrassing lol)
when i was ~8 years old, i was at a friend’s birthday party and was spacing out for the song. when it ended, i zoned back in and went to blow out the candles at the same time as my friend, and thankfully i think i caught myself just in time but DAMN. that memory still catches me sometimes and makes me want to drive my head through a wall hrngjfbtnfjg
i have a buncha other memories (a good few more serious) like that but that’s the oldest one i think- whether this is an actual adhd thing or not im still glad to know other people are like this ;w;
BREAKING: Scientists confirm that ADHD brains do not process regret the same way neurotypical brains do.
The guilt doesn’t fade. It replays at full volume. On a loop. For years.
This is not a character flaw. This is a documented difference in how the ADHD prefrontal cortex stores emotional memory.
Readers added context they thought people might want to know
No scientific evidence shows ADHD brains cannot process regret or that guilt loops for years. While ADHD involves executive and emotional dysregulation, emotional memory is primarily mediated by the amygdala and hippocampus, not uniquely stored in the prefrontal cortex.
pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/33549739/
nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/…
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LOOK AT HOW CUTE WE AREEEE
lovely shello collab :3
btw, i keep seeing someone bitch about virtual desktop updating and about how cruel the devs are; i joined the server and asked if i could disable updates and a dev IMMEDIATELY told me "hey, delete/rename this file! we recommend not doing it, but this will fix your issues!"
i already deleted it but i did a shitty recreation to help make it easier for you <3
i keep my qpro off the internet so VD never updates there, and whenever VD updates on my pc it's always annoying because i have to now reconnect my headset to wifi and update VD, and it's always a hassle- now i don't have to deal with it :D
ive had a few people think i was upset with them recently- im really worried this is a common thing ;~;
i just want to make it clear that i still love all of you, but ive been really exhausted these last few weeks and tend to hide when im in vr outside of a few small events... i usually love being social, checking up on ppl, and responding to dms, but damn ive been failing at all of it for a bit now qwq
hopefully ill get my energy back soon, but for now sorry if i miss a dm or req, please dont think its anything more than me just being stupid ;w;
ily <3
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i rarely watch twitch, mainly because of how shitty the ads are. today i tried checking in on a friend, but it was trying to play some gta6 ad that was broken and would only play the first 7 seconds before freezing and looping. the ad still finished like normal after 30 seconds, but it then played another, and when i got to the stream it said there was an error and i had to reload, in which i got hit with another broken gta6 ad- wtf???
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deadass cute art for a reasonable price- if i wasn’t saving for christmas i’d totally commission them (partly just to spite the ai cuck “artists”)
lil hard to explain so im sorry if this makes no sense but-
i wanted to try playing around with having split armatures, where one armature is what acts as my tracked armature (like movement and animations) and the other is what everything is weighted to and is constrained to the tracked armature. my first idea was a grab system- i wanted something where, unlike avatarposesystem, you can grab my hand and the rest of my arm will follow the movement naturally.
i managed to get it working!! im super happy with it, still needs some tweaks but overall i think it looks great~
firstly, there are essentially 4 actors here:
the base armature which i split into the tracked armature and the normal armature
the fake arm IK
the arm physics
for the fake arm IK, on my normal armature's hand and upper arm i have two physbones (ArmLowerCollider & ArmUpperCollider) with small inverted colliders at the end, and they collide only with each other- this means that they form an angle to always connect at the end. on the hand physbone i have another physbone (ArmElbowCorrectLower) that makes sure that the hand bone is always pointing in the opposite direction of the elbow, which makes the two physbones always bend in the correct direction (so that my elbow doesnt fold backwards lmao).
for the arm physics, starting from my normal armature's shoulder, i have a chain of bones (ArmPhysUpper) thats just a duplicate of my upper arm, lower arm, and hand that acts as what you'd actually grab. the hand physbone from the fake arm IK has a long inverted collider on it that this chain collides with to make it roughly align in the same position as my normal armature's arm. when the hand gets grabbed, my normal armature's arm gets constrained from my tracked armature to the arm physics bones.
if you notice, these two systems get constrained to eachother; my normal armature gets constrained to the arm physics, and the arm physics use the collision from the fake arm IK to align with my normal armature. however, there's just enough wiggle room with that collider that, when grabbed, the difference in position runs between the two system as they try to correct it, which is how this all manages to work. this does cause a slight drag, but i don't mind because it feels far smoother than something like this should- my goal is to also make this optimized, but ill have to test it later.
sorry if this is a mess to understand!! im just trying to show off lol, is a bit of a pain to explain~ lots of love <3
still don't really know what i'm doing with editing but im trying =w='
kinda just trying to mimic what i've seen others do to figure out what works/what doesn't
my roommate is smoking something and i think im allergic to it… brjchrngmgj he stopped but the smell is already inside everything and i feel like im dying
did they deadass turn kinect fbt into an actual viable fbt option? kinect was so janky back in the day lol- this looks sick
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