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Датское королевство
Joined April 2017
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ugh so merthur
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A compilation of Merlin cradling Arthur's head because they make me sick
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wanna grab him a little harder, Arthur?
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Everybody in Camelot crazy suicidal, that's what living in a dictatorship does to people
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Got called a manipulator so many times in elementary school because I was an easy crier, meanwhile most of the time I wanted the space to get over feeling overwhelmed and have no one note on it. Rarely there were things I wanted addressed, but I cried of feeling undeserving then
one of my core wounds is that the main thing i remember being told over and over as a LITTLE GIRL was that i “cried too much” and was “too sensitive”
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Not one time had I had the thought that crying should get me better grades, better things or the attention I'd want. I nearly hated when people would take it upon themselves to calm me down because it would only make me cry harder because I'd feel only more embarrassed
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one of my core wounds is that the main thing i remember being told over and over as a LITTLE GIRL was that i “cried too much” and was “too sensitive”
the thing abt “men aren’t allowed to cry” is that women aren’t really allowed to either. women get mocked and berated for crying, and their momentary tears are used to justify their exclusion from “serious” workplaces, environments and activities
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I often wish I was more into casual dating because it seems like more fun than what I've been doing, but also I feel like that would make me unlock true multi-shipping, which would be awesome
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Since everyone is giving me psychic damage with tragic Merthur throwbacks, I'm bringing this back
The concept of Aithusa mourning Morgana
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Merlin already felt terrible about having botched healing Uthet, and then he had to go against his instinct and hit Arthur with a spell to escape. A terrible, terrible night for him
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It's a pity Arthur learned the concept of not telling trusted but uninvolved people about his plans a little too late, otherwise Merlin might have had a chance to heal his father. Like, if Arthur never told Agravaine about his plans to use magic for that...
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Just remembered that Franchaela is canonically a les for les ship. I'm so tuning in
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I think self-blame can feel strangely empowering bc it preserves the idea that a different version of you could've prevented what happened. Accepting that you made reasonable choices & still got hurt requires confronting how little control you may have had/how helpless you were
if you call yourself self aware but you are only aware of your faults and never acknowledge your strengths you have self hatred not self awareness
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(Tears in my eyes) Yeah I think all good things happens to those who wait
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This is how I read most smut. Unless it's really good and really lesbian
reading smut but im not really in the right headspace so im just like wow there are some really interesting gender dynamics in this sex scene
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being an understanding woman has gotten me places i wouldn’t go with a gun
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Arthur manhandled Merlin in their first day knowing each other and got addicted instantly. He would probably walk past Gaius's chambers every day hoping for another excuse to get his hands on Merlin if Uther wasn't such a kind and generous parent
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u thought ur first wlw heartbreak is the worst and then on a random day u get ghosted by a girl who lovebombed u for 6 months
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They should invent sapphic Merlin oomfs that live in my city
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My stomach is already all in knots when I think about "stay with me", what makes me think I can survive this lmao
I might be catching the grave affliction called "the desire to rewatch the Merlin finale" from my hopelessly lost to it oomfs. I'm not sure how much longer I can fight it. Pray for me
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