The Orisha community is full of messy church folks and I’m sorry to anyone that thought it wouldn’t be.
The thing about me is, I will always leave you with whatever impression you have of me. I’ll let you believe whatever you want because 10/10 the truth shines through on my behalf without having to lift a finger.
I’m not a love and light parent. We practice clap backs and throwing hands regularly. I have to make sure she can rock the socks off of anyone who attempts to violate her sense of self in any way. Even if my baby’s nature is a marshmallow love bug, outside is a wild place.
The only difference between my fam in the US and my fam in Nigeria is that Nigerian’s will say “My friend…” instead of “Listen” right before you are read to ashes 🤣
“I was not a good friend to you back then. I didn’t show up the way I realize I should have. I’m sorry. I know I’ll need to heal what’s been broken to even get close to what was. If you’re willing, I’d appreciate being able to try.” - the journey
The quickest way to be disappointed with me is overestimating your importance in my life. In order to hate you, I’d have to have loved you first. If you can’t say I’ve loved you, rest assured you can’t say I hate you either.
God, I know I didn’t put my own name on the Earth reincarnation list. Couldn’t have.
Would never have volunteered.
It was a forgery.
My identity was stolen.
I’d like to file a complaint 😩
At some point I hope we realize that we are all just souls that desire to be heard and loved within this lifetime.
Universe, I’m here and I’m ready. Ready, available, and open to any and everything that brings high value to my peace.
It’s a different kind of growth the moment you realize just how much you lost when you gave your all to them for nothing in return and called it love.
Make this season of your life expensive. Your anger? Expensive. Your tears? Expensive. Your energy? Expensive. Your time? Expensive. Cheers 🥂
Rewiring the mind is the toughest part of my spiritual journey. The reward presented is a life dedicated to motion. Motion that benefits the reality you want to create.
It’s difficult knowing you’re wasting your tears when you’re standing in them. When you heal you may even start regretting the time u spent crying.
